mysteriouslad
in
gay
The love that goes beyond 6000 miles!
Hi there!
I have been out of my relationship for almost 3 weeks now. To say the least, I was in a same-sex relationship for four years. Everything was not going well with us and it was an emotionally damaging relationship. So I decided to leave the relationship so that I can be happy with myself and move on. I thought it is going to be very easy but it wasn't... it wasn't. As part of moving on and I want to get away witht he pain quickly but I think love doesn't work that way. I think you need to suck up all the pain and be stupid for a little while. I tried a dating site to look for some gay peers but all they were looking for is SEX. And I just got out fo a 4-year relationship, so I cannot be involved in that for now. I kept on looking for a gay friend for a little while until I came across to a profile with the name "Joshy" and I thought his profile was really interesting. I said hi and hereplied with a hello after a good 5 minutes, but I was not really into him at first since I have never messaged a foreigner before. I gave it a try and he really got a lot of interesting things to talk about. I am really a sapiosexual so I got attracted by his intelligence and wit. I asked him to message me on Facebook which he did and there we started talking even deeper. On that same day I knew that he was in a 2-year same-sex relationship with a Hongkonger. From then on I kept my distance as I don't want to interfere your relationship because I was feeling a different kind of happiness with you.
As days passes by I can feel the warmth of our friendship even if we are more than 6000 miles away. I have never felt this kind of friendship before. You assured me everyday and every night that I am not stupid, irritating nor boring. I think I was not able to reciprocate your sweetness and so I decided to send you long messages every day and night. One night, we were messaging and you said you appreciated all the long messages I sent you. That also was like a music to my ears since I have never felt that kind of appreciation before. I told myself to keep our friendship and respect it as I want to feel your presence everyday.
Towards the end of the week since we met each other we were talking about the common things we like and have. And we arrived to a point where we told each other that we are feeling a different kind of happiness when we are messaging each other. We were deciding if we should stop messaging each other as we were getting closer and closer. We even exchange sweet friendly messages already that rarely happens when you just meet someone online. But we find it very difficult to do it so we decided to just talk often instead of talking always.
to be continued....
I have been out of my relationship for almost 3 weeks now. To say the least, I was in a same-sex relationship for four years. Everything was not going well with us and it was an emotionally damaging relationship. So I decided to leave the relationship so that I can be happy with myself and move on. I thought it is going to be very easy but it wasn't... it wasn't. As part of moving on and I want to get away witht he pain quickly but I think love doesn't work that way. I think you need to suck up all the pain and be stupid for a little while. I tried a dating site to look for some gay peers but all they were looking for is SEX. And I just got out fo a 4-year relationship, so I cannot be involved in that for now. I kept on looking for a gay friend for a little while until I came across to a profile with the name "Joshy" and I thought his profile was really interesting. I said hi and hereplied with a hello after a good 5 minutes, but I was not really into him at first since I have never messaged a foreigner before. I gave it a try and he really got a lot of interesting things to talk about. I am really a sapiosexual so I got attracted by his intelligence and wit. I asked him to message me on Facebook which he did and there we started talking even deeper. On that same day I knew that he was in a 2-year same-sex relationship with a Hongkonger. From then on I kept my distance as I don't want to interfere your relationship because I was feeling a different kind of happiness with you.
As days passes by I can feel the warmth of our friendship even if we are more than 6000 miles away. I have never felt this kind of friendship before. You assured me everyday and every night that I am not stupid, irritating nor boring. I think I was not able to reciprocate your sweetness and so I decided to send you long messages every day and night. One night, we were messaging and you said you appreciated all the long messages I sent you. That also was like a music to my ears since I have never felt that kind of appreciation before. I told myself to keep our friendship and respect it as I want to feel your presence everyday.
Towards the end of the week since we met each other we were talking about the common things we like and have. And we arrived to a point where we told each other that we are feeling a different kind of happiness when we are messaging each other. We were deciding if we should stop messaging each other as we were getting closer and closer. We even exchange sweet friendly messages already that rarely happens when you just meet someone online. But we find it very difficult to do it so we decided to just talk often instead of talking always.
to be continued....