Jan 14, 2008 20:17
So I gave into my urges and sent Chris a message. I felt better after. Giving into urges is something that feels good. But to my surprise Chris messaged back. I take it as a good sign. Who knows where this could lead? Maybe he is willing to give the real me a chance at friendship and join me in condemning the tyrant i was after London. I am hoping for the best.
On another note... i trusted Matt with somethings that i have not told anyone about my secret actions in Hollywood. He did not judge me. I made no mistakes there... i grew. I feel like i have a good handle on my life. And i know i am meeting new interesting people. Funny how a fungus can change things. I hope my other most trusted friend (Chris) will not look at me with judgmental eyes. Half the battle is done. I think Chris will have a similar reaction as Matt. They are both understanding guys.
Work kinda sucked... Tammy hurt her toe, Suzanne was a bitch, and i was late due to traffic...
all in all
it is good to be Gavin
-Gavin
confessions,
fungus,
acceptance