Empty :S
Today I had to have my beloved cat Nermal put down...
She was over 20 years old & seemed to have a couple of strokes over the weekend & couldnt walk anymoar, so I had to contact the vet, I chose to get them to come out as I didnt want to stress her by taking her to them & its the way Id want to go if I could choose.
I felt a little like the betrayer as I stroked her into a slumber but it was the only choice, I shall miss her deeply but she had a wonderful life & was loved deeply throught, I am feeling as empty as her body is now, I hope her life force will return to give someone as much joy as she has my family & I or make someones life as active & enjoyable as hers was...
She was over 20 years old & seemed to have a couple of strokes over the weekend & couldnt walk anymoar, so I had to contact the vet, I chose to get them to come out as I didnt want to stress her by taking her to them & its the way Id want to go if I could choose.
I felt a little like the betrayer as I stroked her into a slumber but it was the only choice, I shall miss her deeply but she had a wonderful life & was loved deeply throught, I am feeling as empty as her body is now, I hope her life force will return to give someone as much joy as she has my family & I or make someones life as active & enjoyable as hers was...