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isnt it fucked up when a stranger seems to be more interested in you than your own boyfriend? i dunno, it makes me sad.
i need OUT of my house. its sad that nobody will take me anywhere. when other ppl go out im not invited, then im not good enough to be around later on, i hate me. i hate life sometimes. I am very full of emotions and sorry to ppl who are sick of my posts about being sad, but im sad, and its my journal, this is the only place I can say anything without taking it back.
for once when will I be enough, or at least enough to show care. i dunno, im sick of not being loved. or even thought of in things. i dont think ill ever be happy.
i need OUT of my house. its sad that nobody will take me anywhere. when other ppl go out im not invited, then im not good enough to be around later on, i hate me. i hate life sometimes. I am very full of emotions and sorry to ppl who are sick of my posts about being sad, but im sad, and its my journal, this is the only place I can say anything without taking it back.
for once when will I be enough, or at least enough to show care. i dunno, im sick of not being loved. or even thought of in things. i dont think ill ever be happy.