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im always there when you need me.
but you arent for me.
I have no way to release any stress anymore.
I dont know what to do.
I use to cut. & I use to eat.
Now I sit there and cry and smoke cigg after cigg till I feel ready to puke, it does nothing but kill me more and more.
I dont know what to do sometimes.
I get sad and hurt for nothing.
I have no way to release any of the stress but to write how I feel out and hope it helps.
it never does.
I want for once someone to open there arms up and be there for me.
a hug. a shoulder to cry on, someone to really ask me whats wrong and really care to know.
as you can tell, i'm sad.
im sick of having noone, even when I do, I never really feel like I do.
but you arent for me.
I have no way to release any stress anymore.
I dont know what to do.
I use to cut. & I use to eat.
Now I sit there and cry and smoke cigg after cigg till I feel ready to puke, it does nothing but kill me more and more.
I dont know what to do sometimes.
I get sad and hurt for nothing.
I have no way to release any of the stress but to write how I feel out and hope it helps.
it never does.
I want for once someone to open there arms up and be there for me.
a hug. a shoulder to cry on, someone to really ask me whats wrong and really care to know.
as you can tell, i'm sad.
im sick of having noone, even when I do, I never really feel like I do.