Life is that annoying thing between naps
Some of you may have noticed that I've been popping about your LJ's lately. Yes, I'm actually being social again! *gasps* I've been missing my flist time, and really needed a break lately. I realize I haven't been down with the daily pron, but it was either that or being social. So, you'll just have to make do with the other 5000+ pics that have previously been posted in my scrapbook to tide you over. :)
I've been so damn tired lately, it's unreal. I know I bitch about that occasionally, but this is one of those big time episodes. I think I'm having one of my cyclical downs and it's taking it's toll. I think what bothers me most is that it doesn't just affect me, but my son as well. I love him so much, and at the same time, it absolutely drains me to be around him and care for him. And we're not talking regular old, oh you have a seven year old, of course you're tired. We're talking life-sucking Wraith type drainage. And it's harder and harder to come back from. Work sure as hell isn't helping either.....
'Kay, enough of that crap. Don't want to talk about it, I'm depressing myself.....
Good news.... hmm, let's see. Oh, my sister called me and said she's engaged! Finally! I was starting to think she wasn't going to get a ring. She asked me to be her matron of honor, too. So now I have to worry about fitting into a dress. Speaking of that sort of thing, I'm trying to work on losing weight. I won't say I'm on a diet, cuz I think that sets myself up for failure. But more of a lifestyle change. I need more exercise and to eat better. I think it would help with the depression as well. We (Craig and I) bought a pair of bicycles so we can go riding with Carter around the neighborhood.
Anyway, I've already lost 5 lbs over the past 2 weeks just from drinking more water and cutting back on sweets. And what does Craig do today? Cuz he knows I'm stressed and down he buys a carton of Mayfield MooseTracks Ice Cream! Grrrr.... I love him, but just... grrrr! That's my most favorite Ice Cream. His heart was in the right place, but I have no willpower. *cries*
Go do the meme thing in the other post I just made, please! :)
*hugs everyone*
I've been so damn tired lately, it's unreal. I know I bitch about that occasionally, but this is one of those big time episodes. I think I'm having one of my cyclical downs and it's taking it's toll. I think what bothers me most is that it doesn't just affect me, but my son as well. I love him so much, and at the same time, it absolutely drains me to be around him and care for him. And we're not talking regular old, oh you have a seven year old, of course you're tired. We're talking life-sucking Wraith type drainage. And it's harder and harder to come back from. Work sure as hell isn't helping either.....
'Kay, enough of that crap. Don't want to talk about it, I'm depressing myself.....
Good news.... hmm, let's see. Oh, my sister called me and said she's engaged! Finally! I was starting to think she wasn't going to get a ring. She asked me to be her matron of honor, too. So now I have to worry about fitting into a dress. Speaking of that sort of thing, I'm trying to work on losing weight. I won't say I'm on a diet, cuz I think that sets myself up for failure. But more of a lifestyle change. I need more exercise and to eat better. I think it would help with the depression as well. We (Craig and I) bought a pair of bicycles so we can go riding with Carter around the neighborhood.
Anyway, I've already lost 5 lbs over the past 2 weeks just from drinking more water and cutting back on sweets. And what does Craig do today? Cuz he knows I'm stressed and down he buys a carton of Mayfield MooseTracks Ice Cream! Grrrr.... I love him, but just... grrrr! That's my most favorite Ice Cream. His heart was in the right place, but I have no willpower. *cries*
Go do the meme thing in the other post I just made, please! :)
*hugs everyone*