I feel like everyone comes to me with their problems, but I have no one to run to in return.

i have to move in with my mom for a month on the 15th. i should be happy that we have a chance to work on our relationship, but i'm dreading it.

my birthday was nearly two months ago. where's my present? oh yeah, i forgot you are too busy spending your money on drugs. my bad. you could at least have the courtesy to smoke your disgusting weed OUTSIDE. when are you going to wake and start acting your age? what do you even have to show for yourself? how about letting me down everyday, for ( Read more... )

i think i'm going to delete this or something.
i've moved on.
new life.

i take my last entry back. i dont regret it. i wont miss you guys. i have actually come to my senses and realized the type of person i was turning into. and thank god for my other friends, or else i would've been the person i always told myself i never would be. sure i'll miss a few people. but westlake has made me take a look at reality. and with ( Read more... )

i'm disappointed with the way my last days at whs ended up.
i will miss you guys dearly.

wow. i hope you fucking choke. you're the type of guy who is easily changed by anyone. and unfortunately for you, you have changed into the person you swore you'd never be. i guess it doesnt really matter what i think now that you have someone in your life. but our friendship used to mean so much more to you. now, im lucky if you fucking say hi to ( Read more... )

im very dissapointed in the way i have been living my life. i tried to imagine my future, and all i could see was a let down. i can see me not living life to it's fullest. what more do i have than close friends really? why cant i just have someone to care for me? but honestly, maybe i dont really need anymore. maybe all i need is to wake up and ( Read more... )

so i've been talking to my mom. i asked for a switch in schools. she wants me to go to newbury because she thinks i will be more focused because of their schedule. i must say, i wouldn't mind that at all. it's all up to my dad now. and i'm pretty good at convincing. just thought i'd get that out.

him: you're cool.
me: why?
him: cuz you're shannon!

i love second chances.

fuck summer school. i will refuse to go.
have fun if you're going =]

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