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So I was feeling pretty porky earlier yesterday because in a photo compared to Petrus I look like 300 pounds. Gaaahhdddd. I just saw this picture and I was like oh god youve got to be kidding me. So I was just kind bummed for a while and was just kind of noshing on some blueberries and granola and what have you. But then I was on suicidegirls.com and they have this free preview of pictures so I was scopeing out these punk rock chicks and I decided that I have a bangin' body! Some of them have breasts even smaller than mine and dont have toned stomachs to say the least......so now Im pretty chuffed about myself and Im like yeaaaaahh nigga. Its so wierd how fickle body image is. I know I should eat better and stuff but I mean, I'd save my body is pretty average for what you would find today so Im just not going to stress about it anymore. Not that I over stressed or anything...
On another note, I need a new wardrobe. I went through my closet and I have about 3 shirts I am actually happy with wearing and the rest I have some issue with. I really think that I hate what I wear these days for the most part and it is boring. I miss like, in highschool I remember I was wearing like this blue and yellow knit sweater underneith this black and white polkadot skirt that I was wearing as a tubetop shirt and I know it sounds AWFUL and I remember lauren magnusson or someone was like laughing and said wtf? as I went up to give a presentation and I had NO IDEA why she was saying that. I miss being that free! So the point is Ive gotten myself into a self expression rut and consumerism is beckoning me forward. I will probably drop all of my skrilla.
This is a terribley self invloved and shallow note but really, its whats happening with me right now. Its nice to write down.
On another note, I need a new wardrobe. I went through my closet and I have about 3 shirts I am actually happy with wearing and the rest I have some issue with. I really think that I hate what I wear these days for the most part and it is boring. I miss like, in highschool I remember I was wearing like this blue and yellow knit sweater underneith this black and white polkadot skirt that I was wearing as a tubetop shirt and I know it sounds AWFUL and I remember lauren magnusson or someone was like laughing and said wtf? as I went up to give a presentation and I had NO IDEA why she was saying that. I miss being that free! So the point is Ive gotten myself into a self expression rut and consumerism is beckoning me forward. I will probably drop all of my skrilla.
This is a terribley self invloved and shallow note but really, its whats happening with me right now. Its nice to write down.