Jul 03, 2010 17:26
Chapter 17
After Jin return, May 2007
Jin was dead drunk like usual partying till he got totally wasted and Pi was the one who had to take him home as usual. It worried Pi how Jin was trying to do anything to destroy himself. Jin had grown dark eye bags which is easy to hide by makeup, but hard to miss without makeup. They finally reached Jin’s apartment where Pi finally got to place Jin on the couch and went to the kitchen to bring him water. However, the sight of crying Jin shocked him when he went back to the living room. Jin was crying his heart out and Pi didn’t get used to seeing Jin like this.
Pi: Jin! Here *gives him the glass of water* drink some water
Jin: *sobs* I don’t want anything
Pi: Jin!
Jin: I’m tired Pi! I’m tired!
Pi: I know….do you want me to talk to Kazuya?
Jin: *eyes widen in shock* NO!!! NO!!
Pi: *taken back by Jin’s reaction* Ok, ok! I was just trying to help!
Jin: Nothing can help me Pi! W-what I…*gasps*did...it can’t be forgiven….
Pi: What happened Jin? What did you do?
Jin: I-I…can’t tell….you won’t….I don’t know…
Pi: You’re not making any sense! C’mon, let’s take you to bed!
Pi helped Jin to the bed and saw a picture frame of Kazuya on the drawers next to the bed that wasn’t there before. Pi heart clenched in pain for his best friend. Seeing him like this without being able to help is torture. Pi started helping Jin getting in bed and took off his accessories, shoes and belt when he heard his friend mumbling.
Jin: Kazu…forgive me please…Kazu…
Pi: Don’t worry Jin, he’ll forgive you one day
Jin: how…how will he do so…when I forced him…
Pi: *eyes widen in shock* what did you say Jin? What do you mean?
Jin: I forced myself….on him…I…r-ra-raped…him…
Pi: *gasps* YOU WHAT???!!
Jin: *look at his friend with tears in his eyes* Pi…I-I..didn’t..mean to!
Pi: *punch him on the face* how could you do that Jin? Are you crazy?? I can’t believe you actually raped him!! No wonder he will never forgive you for that!!
Jin: I’m sorry *sobs* I-I’m so-sorry…
Pi: *looks at Jin with piercing eyes* I’m not the one you should be saying sorry to! God!! *looks away from Jin* and all this time I was mad at Kazuya for hurting you like this….but it was your fault…no wonder he blows up whenever he hears your name!!
Jin: Pi!! Please…I don’t know…*gasps for breathe since he’s sobbing so badly*…why I did what I did…I love him so much…I never thought *gasps* I would hurt the one I love…but having him was too much…too much on my mind…I just couldn’t think about anything else…
Pi: I don’t want to hear it Jin! God! I can’t look at you! Kazuya might not be a close friend to me, but I can’t imagine you doing such a thing to him Jin! God! It was his first time Jin! I remember we talked about our first time and I discovered that he was a virgin…you really blew it big time! Shocking him with what you did!! *starts to walk away*
Jin: Please don’t leave me Pi!! *try to follow his friend, but fells on the floor*
Pi: I can’t see you right now Jin! It makes me want to punch you even more! *leaves the room and the apartment in a rush*
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~After 2 weeks in Toma’s apartment~
Toma: What’s wrong babe?
Pi: Nothing
Toma: You having a bad temper all the time is nothing?
Pi: *irritated* Toma! I said it’s nothing, so it’s nothing!
Toma: You don’t even hang out with your friends anymore!
Pi: Why? You don’t want me to stay here with you?
Toma: Well, I’m happy that you’re here with me, but I know something is happening between you and Jin!
Pi: *eyes widen from the mention of Jin’s name* W-why?
Toma: Because you always act like this when you’re in a fight with Jin!
Pi: It’s nothing Toma! I don’t care about that guy anymore!
Toma: C’mon Pi! It’s Jin and he’s your best friend!
Pi: *angry* He’s not anymore!
Toma: Pi *turns his face toward him* babe...*plays with his hair* I know you don’t mean that because you’re just angry!
Pi: I really mean it, so I don’t want to hear anything about him!
Toma: *places both his hands on Pi’s cheek*what happened babe?
Pi: He screwed up….big time!
Toma: Then, shouldn’t you help in fixing things?
Pi: Nothing can be fixed! *sighs* God! I don’t even want to think about him at all!
Toma: *looking at Pi with gentle eyes* Pi! You know how I always love the kind hearted you who worries about his friends although you cover it with your pranks and teasing!
Pi: Toma~~
Toma: Anything can be fixed, so shouldn’t you give Jin a hand in fixing what he did? You can’t leave a friend in need, right?
Pi: That’s because you don’t know what he did!
Toma: Whatever he did Pi, if you, his best friend is giving him the cold shoulder, what about the others?
Pi: *averts his eyes away*
Toma: I know that you’ll do the right thing babe~~ you always do!
Pi: *sighs in defeat and leans his forehead on top of Toma’s* what will I do without you?
Toma: Nothing? *giggles*
Pi: We had a huge fight and I ended up punching him!
Toma: *caress Pi’s cheek* all you have to do is say sorry. You know that Jin can’t hold a grudge!
Pi: Yeah, that stupid idiot is just a kid sometimes…*mumbling* that’s why it shocked me…
Toma: it’s because he’s a kid, he don’t think about the consequences that much…
Pi: Yeah…well enough talking about him! *kisses Toma passionately*
They both were kissing passionately with tongues each one of them is trying to dominate the kiss until Pi finally broke the kiss. They spent couple of seconds taking a deep breath since they needed it.
Pi: Toma?
Toma: Hmmm?
Pi: What if I hurt you one day?
Toma: Huh? What do you mean?
Pi: I mean…what if I hurt you by betraying you or something like that?
Toma: Why are you asking such a question Pi? Are you thinking of betraying me?
Pi: No! Of course not! It’s just a question!
Toma: *sighs* you definitely ruined the mood!
Pi: Sorry!
Toma: Well, I don’t know Pi! I love you so much, but a betrayal is not easy to handle or to forgive…Maybe I will and maybe I won’t!
Pi: But don’t you think people deserve second chances?
Toma: Of course! But, it depends on the person who was hurt and the person hurting him/her. People have different views on this.
Pi: What about your view?
Toma: Are you asking me if I could give you another chance?
Pi: Yeah!
Toma: I will…of course I will!
Pi: *grins* you love me that much babe?
Toma: Do you even have to ask?
Pi: Come here~~
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Kame’s apartment, July 2007
Kame: It’s a huge surprise that you’re actually here! It’s been a long time!
Pi: Well, I had to come and talk to you about something!
Kame: *raise an eyebrow* what is it?
Pi: I know how tough…it is to be…*nervous*…you know….treated badly…
Kame: *confused* Huh?
Pi: Listen…I don’t approve with what Jin did *Kame’s eyes widen in shock and start trembling*, but as twisted as it was…he did it…out of love
Kame: *angry* You knew?
Pi: Jin told me just a co-
Kame: *tears forming in his eyes* so you two are laughing behind of my back!
Pi: *eyes widen in shock* W-what? No! Kame, lis-
Kame: I don’t want to hear anything!! It must be amusing for you two to talk about it, isn’t it? *shoots death glares*
Pi: Kame, you misunderstood!! It’s not like that!!
Kame: What is it like then Yamapi??!! What?! No wonder you two are best friends!!
Pi: Kame! Listen to me!
Kame: I don’t want to listen to anything! Just leave!! And tell Jin to stay the hell away from me!
Pi: Kame!!
Kame: LEAVE!!
Once Pi left, Kame hugged his knees and cried on his couch.
Kame: *crying* I knew it! You did it just to humiliate me!! I knew it!!
That night, Kame swore to himself that he will find a way to get back to Jin for what he did and be the one laughing at him at the end. On the other hand, Pi never mentioned it to Jin especially when Jin told him before that he should never talk to Kame about it. Despite Jin’s warnings, Pi wanted to help his friend, but turned out leaving a misunderstanding instead…A misunderstanding that was the reason for making things even hard on Jin… It was a wrong move…
End of Chapter 17
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It's been a long time since my last update, sorry about that. I've been busy with my latest fic that it made me think only about it. I hope you will enjoy this chapter which shows a side to why Kame is not believing Jin no matter how the other tries to apologize. Comments are love~~
fanfic: multi-chapter,
fanfic: the wrong move