Thank you for that heart emoticon Its okay no worries, i couldn't keep any nasty letters either because I didn't want to have a reason to harbor resentment. My mother was the most difficult lesson in my life. (A jw bi-polar alcoholic)I am very grateful to have the journey. She taught me everything, like, who I knew I didn't want to be, she solidified the idea of 'unconditional love', because her love was conditional, I made it my life's work to become someone who knew what it meant to love unconditionally. Now that hasn't been easy for me because of the 'societal consciousness', so I am still a work in progress. My mothers death was sudden but that was okay too, because in the process of her untimely death I got to see beyond this world. She taught me what unconditional love is because when the chips were down and all I had to do is walk away, the stress of all the events leading up to her death, I stayed in love with me (I learned that loving myself was very important it would enable me to be empathetic and able to still keep loving her even though she had made her own bed, (shattered many lives) and there was nothing I could do, I still can say that through all that I felt the real feeling of unconditional love, in that moment, in that moment watching her surrender to her final breath. I am so glad that I was able to understand that suffering along with a loved one even though they may have made you suffer ( not a martyr) but something way beyond that, that you have let go of being right and just realized that the most important thing that we can have in this world is the love we share with our parents our loved ones, that is all that matters in the end. I forgave her and her acceptance and unconditional love never came through like it did the day she took her last breath. heart emoticon "}" data-reactid=".44.1:4:1:$replies825710027549393_826178397502556/=10.1:2:$comment825710027549393_826184000835329/=10.0.$right.0.$left.0.3.$likeToggle/=10" href="https://www.facebook.com/groups/760004757453254/825710027549393/?comment_id=826180150835714¬if_t=group_comment#" role="button" style="color: rgb(59, 89, 152); cursor: pointer; text-decoration: none;" title="Like this comment">Like · 1 min
