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Just had a chat with someone that I wanted to make an effort to try to be friends with again.
Didn't go well.
She accused me being overly bitter - almost to the point of me enjoying being unhappy. That I did nothing but complain at her graduation party.
I did my best to be on my best behavior at her stupid party. WTF?! Her friends, her "closest and most trusted friends" are her sources. These friends of her that "feel sorry for me." One of them being my ex.
Oh god. Why do I feel so horrible right now? I feel like they know nothing about me, that they never knew anything about me. Why does what they think of me have to matter so much?
They think I'm pathetic. I'm not pathetic.
Fuck them. Fuck the lot of them.
Didn't go well.
She accused me being overly bitter - almost to the point of me enjoying being unhappy. That I did nothing but complain at her graduation party.
I did my best to be on my best behavior at her stupid party. WTF?! Her friends, her "closest and most trusted friends" are her sources. These friends of her that "feel sorry for me." One of them being my ex.
Oh god. Why do I feel so horrible right now? I feel like they know nothing about me, that they never knew anything about me. Why does what they think of me have to matter so much?
They think I'm pathetic. I'm not pathetic.
Fuck them. Fuck the lot of them.