Depressing Rap
Holy fuck my mind is going crazy, my heart is drooping like its lazy. I dont know why I am so heartbroke, maybe it's because my girl left me, I feel so cold. I dont think I can go one more day, with my mind set its ready to be blown away. Take this pain away and let me sail away. With all my family and friends who have already passed away. If I try to say her name, I quiver and tear up because i'm not ok. Her face is so beautiful and I feel so pitifull, so lost in body and soul. I just want to run out with the pistol and take my own life or shoot it out for cop suicide. I want it to be quick and fast and please make it soon, because if I make it through the night don't expect be to alive around noon. So I sit back and think what it would be like if I were to take my own life with just one bullet in between my sight. To stop my heart beat and lay me down to sleep and hope my soul that my father will take and maybe keep. Please dont turn me away from your pearly white gates, for I need someone to love and some love to take. My lord is the only one that always cares and will never leave my side for many the years. So if I have to let a bullet go, then i guess it's time to seperate my body from my soul. So I leave now with a broken heart, and maybe god will give me a better start. With someone who cares all the time, and won't make me want to die by taking my own life. So good bye for now and hopefully there will be a later because life is a bitch but hopefully it will get better.
G-Money
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Grant
G-Money
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Grant