Today
I havnt written in this in along time I know but the events today made me remember how sometimes my best friends can make me feel a million times better.Today acts of suicide sat in my mind for the thought of me and my g/f splitting up may be in the air and w/o her I dont think I will be able to carry on. I have nobody it seems that cares about me the slightest bit anymore and I have no desire to live anyways. So w/o the love of my baby it may be time to say goodbye for a final time. I am sorry for having so much love and nobody to give it to and none to recieve. Maybe heaven will hold my soulmate cause I could really use her right now.