Oh, Miracle, I'm sorry you're feeling the way you are...I can totally relate...Granted, it's a little different for me, as I'm stressed, depressed, and completely filled with anxiety for not having a job...No school (however, that's changing this semester)...It makes me hate myself and feel really helpless. And I actually plan on seeing a therapist soon, because I know I need it to learn how to better deal with those feelings...Because they pretty much make me shut down and I become a pretty useless hunk of meat. However, when I saw that you bought a house it made me extremely envious and gave me a lot of motivation to grow. You're a very dedicated and hardworking person, and I find it to be really amazing.
I really hope you are able to find someone to share your life with, it is very hard to be with anyone...Josh is great, and even though there are things that he does that kind of get on my nerves, I'm thankful he's there anyway. Because the bad things I can always overlook, somehow, and see the real man he is. I REALLY, REALLY hope you can find someone like that...Perhaps in an old friend or a new one. I feel like you will because of how amazing you are, and anyone would be lucky to have a man like you, Miracle. You're one of my best friends and I care about you a lot, so if you ever want to just get away and come enjoy our refridgerated air conditioning and do whatever, you're welcome to. Or if you just want to come over and vent, please do...I think about you a lot and I always try to send good vibes your way because I know you need it. Feel better, Miracle! Maybe we can go camping or something soon...Like in Sept when it's not so fucking hot. Try to take it easy and not think too much, and I'll continue to send you good vibes...Hopefully it will help! Just breathe...
I really hope you are able to find someone to share your life with, it is very hard to be with anyone...Josh is great, and even though there are things that he does that kind of get on my nerves, I'm thankful he's there anyway. Because the bad things I can always overlook, somehow, and see the real man he is. I REALLY, REALLY hope you can find someone like that...Perhaps in an old friend or a new one. I feel like you will because of how amazing you are, and anyone would be lucky to have a man like you, Miracle. You're one of my best friends and I care about you a lot, so if you ever want to just get away and come enjoy our refridgerated air conditioning and do whatever, you're welcome to. Or if you just want to come over and vent, please do...I think about you a lot and I always try to send good vibes your way because I know you need it. Feel better, Miracle! Maybe we can go camping or something soon...Like in Sept when it's not so fucking hot. Try to take it easy and not think too much, and I'll continue to send you good vibes...Hopefully it will help! Just breathe...
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