(horoscope) ...on being sick and having a pattern
TAURUS (April 20-May 20): "For those who are walled up, everything is a
wall . . . even an open door." in conveying this thought from the French
poet René Char, I don't mean to imply that you're any more walled up
than the rest of us, Taurus. My reason for mentioning it at this particular
moment is to prod you into taking aggressive action to un-wall yourself in
whatever ways you can. According to my reading of the omens, the
cosmos will reward your efforts to topple facades that are obstructing
your view and preventing you from being touched.
HAH! In Your Face, Rob Breszney! I'm SO one step ahead of you!! It irritates me that his words can be just so meaningful. Yes horoscopes are wildly open to interpretation, but really... this man gets the right words at the right time, all too often.
heh... it's just like Steve.
Moving on, I have this horrible pattern. Stressed to the point of stupidity, total come down and next day, SICK! I need to know how to stop the stress getting so bad. The last time it was that bad, the day of total come down, I found a grey hair. You people must know of it... being so stressed that your whole body feels weird, but you don't realise that it's feeling weird until it stops? When I get that stressed, I can feel it in my head. my folicals all tingle. and then when i'm sick, it's always in my throat to start with.
10 points (and a chocolate fish) if you can tell me where i'm going with this.
In other news, it was my mother's birthday and we breakfasted at the Gluten Free restaurant. LOVELY! My sister, recently back from Vietnam, put a saying from the same country into the card. it was "Because the caterpillar exists, there exists also a bird to eat it." You know, just to remind us that we're part of a Network. Humans can not exist as sole entities. No one would be in the world today without all the other bits of the world being there...
Which brings me to my next point of Grudges. I can hold them, and I can hold them good. And about a year ago, I let one go... only to discover that I had been allowing one to be cultivated in it's shadow - In that I no longer have animosity, but suddenly there is animosity back at me.
And really it's not sudden at all, but i've just realised that it's there now. And i'm sad that I was so wrapped up in MEMEMEMEMEME before that my thoughts didn't extend to the other.
Of course, that said, I realise that's how they ALL go. (with ONE exception. Just one. But that one is so different to anything else, ever. And she knows it.) All the good ones at least. 4 so far... I'm hoping to break the trend. Unfortunately, I believe I've left it too late, or said to much in the mean time. Or, maybe it's actually got nothing to do with me at all, and the closeness I wanted was never there in the first place, dispite the pushing for it.
My love and I struggle on. I push too hard for him and hilariously, when I push, he gets further away. SIGH. Chilling out is not as easy at people make it seem.
You see what happen's when i'm sick? I ramble. I should be packing for my trip and i'm sitting here rambling.
ONE SLEEP TILL HOME! I love wellington and I'm very excited that I get to spend 9 WHOLE days there. HURRAH! Party on Saturday night up the Aro - If you don't already know the address and you want it, text me.
wall . . . even an open door." in conveying this thought from the French
poet René Char, I don't mean to imply that you're any more walled up
than the rest of us, Taurus. My reason for mentioning it at this particular
moment is to prod you into taking aggressive action to un-wall yourself in
whatever ways you can. According to my reading of the omens, the
cosmos will reward your efforts to topple facades that are obstructing
your view and preventing you from being touched.
HAH! In Your Face, Rob Breszney! I'm SO one step ahead of you!! It irritates me that his words can be just so meaningful. Yes horoscopes are wildly open to interpretation, but really... this man gets the right words at the right time, all too often.
heh... it's just like Steve.
Moving on, I have this horrible pattern. Stressed to the point of stupidity, total come down and next day, SICK! I need to know how to stop the stress getting so bad. The last time it was that bad, the day of total come down, I found a grey hair. You people must know of it... being so stressed that your whole body feels weird, but you don't realise that it's feeling weird until it stops? When I get that stressed, I can feel it in my head. my folicals all tingle. and then when i'm sick, it's always in my throat to start with.
10 points (and a chocolate fish) if you can tell me where i'm going with this.
In other news, it was my mother's birthday and we breakfasted at the Gluten Free restaurant. LOVELY! My sister, recently back from Vietnam, put a saying from the same country into the card. it was "Because the caterpillar exists, there exists also a bird to eat it." You know, just to remind us that we're part of a Network. Humans can not exist as sole entities. No one would be in the world today without all the other bits of the world being there...
Which brings me to my next point of Grudges. I can hold them, and I can hold them good. And about a year ago, I let one go... only to discover that I had been allowing one to be cultivated in it's shadow - In that I no longer have animosity, but suddenly there is animosity back at me.
And really it's not sudden at all, but i've just realised that it's there now. And i'm sad that I was so wrapped up in MEMEMEMEMEME before that my thoughts didn't extend to the other.
Of course, that said, I realise that's how they ALL go. (with ONE exception. Just one. But that one is so different to anything else, ever. And she knows it.) All the good ones at least. 4 so far... I'm hoping to break the trend. Unfortunately, I believe I've left it too late, or said to much in the mean time. Or, maybe it's actually got nothing to do with me at all, and the closeness I wanted was never there in the first place, dispite the pushing for it.
My love and I struggle on. I push too hard for him and hilariously, when I push, he gets further away. SIGH. Chilling out is not as easy at people make it seem.
You see what happen's when i'm sick? I ramble. I should be packing for my trip and i'm sitting here rambling.
ONE SLEEP TILL HOME! I love wellington and I'm very excited that I get to spend 9 WHOLE days there. HURRAH! Party on Saturday night up the Aro - If you don't already know the address and you want it, text me.