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I love it when even though I start my homework right when I get home, I still have to stay up past 10:30 to finish it. I spent most of my after school hours with Steven working on our engineering project. While I by no means hate the assignment, I really did not want to take up so much time today buying supplies and building when I should have been studying for the Math test or working on understanding Physics. Because of it, I now have no idea what to do tomorrow for Math, and my understanding in Physics is going down the all too familiar path of destruction. Sigh.
In spite of my best efforts to be a better student, I'm still back where I was. I've done everything from turning the computer and TV off to buying a calendar, scheduler, and to-do list so that I can be better organized. I cleaned out my binder, created files... everything a good student should do. And yet I am still failing. Perhaps I am just no smart. It seems I have tried and tried and tried to make things work for me, but I never can. Maybe I shouldn't be spending this time whining in my LJ.
Tomorrow will be worse anyway. I'll have Improv from 6-9, and a doctor's appointment. That doesn't leave much time for homework, now does it? Then there's Friday. No tests, but undoubtedly work with stupid customers I could care less about.
The SATs are vast approaching. I don't know how many times I've said that. So are college visits and eventually college apps. I know I'll be disappointed with rejection from wherever I WANT to go. I just know I'm not good enough for anything worthwhile. Oh well. Can't expect a breakthrough, now can I?
It's getting late. I'm going to go to bed soon. G'night.
In spite of my best efforts to be a better student, I'm still back where I was. I've done everything from turning the computer and TV off to buying a calendar, scheduler, and to-do list so that I can be better organized. I cleaned out my binder, created files... everything a good student should do. And yet I am still failing. Perhaps I am just no smart. It seems I have tried and tried and tried to make things work for me, but I never can. Maybe I shouldn't be spending this time whining in my LJ.
Tomorrow will be worse anyway. I'll have Improv from 6-9, and a doctor's appointment. That doesn't leave much time for homework, now does it? Then there's Friday. No tests, but undoubtedly work with stupid customers I could care less about.
The SATs are vast approaching. I don't know how many times I've said that. So are college visits and eventually college apps. I know I'll be disappointed with rejection from wherever I WANT to go. I just know I'm not good enough for anything worthwhile. Oh well. Can't expect a breakthrough, now can I?
It's getting late. I'm going to go to bed soon. G'night.