...and miles to go before I sleep.

Jan 02, 2005 23:02

I tried to go to bed around 40 minutes ago, and as you can tell, I am not yet asleep. Just very tired.

Work today was a vast improvement from yesterday. I was in a much better mood, there were less customers, more employees, and I had a scone and chicken fingers (and gave Kahuna Grill an extra dollar because I feel bad about them not getting my order right). All in all, it was a good work day, but I was anxious for it to be my last for a while. I have more important matters to attend to, you see. It's called school. Perhaps you've heard of it?

School. Ah yes. The break has come and gone. I did most of my homework this evening, miraculously by 9:30. Perhaps more remarkably, I cleaned out my binder, filed all my earlier work, and prepared for the end of the first and the rest of the second semester of my junior year of high school. Hopefully this time around my grades will be a little better, my effort will be a little stronger, and my sleep will be a little longer.

Grades a little better,
Effort a little stronger,
Sleeeeeeeep,
A little longer.

Sorry. Busting out in song at the moment.

My last two paychecks were spent entirely on presents. Not to be selfish, but I hope to spend this next one on something for me. Right now I'm looking at a camera, but I'm going to wait until the next Apple Expo before I splurge on anything. Chances are old Steve Jobs is gonna announce something incredible that I'll probably kick myself for not saving up for.

In case no one noticed, I have a crush on Avian Johnson. It sort of developed through Holiday package, but I don't know if its really going anywhere. I suppose its more of an admiration than anything. Still, she's an awesome girl.

Jumping from tangent to tangent, I'm disappointed that some people are already starting the new year off poorly with racist and tactless word usage which I could care less for. Rachel Alonso and I had a discussion about this behind concession today. Needless to say, you know who you are and please stop. It may seem like a joke to you, but its really drawing the line. That's my angry mom moment of the day.

The SATs are vast approaching, and studying needs to commence. I have all the material. I just need to get into it. I'm very anxious to take them, a feeling I hope will go away with time and studying. I really want to go to a good school. Right now it seems like my chances are getting slimmer and slimmer. A 3.7 GPA can only get you so far. I know a worry too much, but its my kind of thing to do. My word am I high strung!

When I was trying to sleep, I notice how often I jump from subject to subject, thinking about things. Does anyone else do this?

Speaking of which, I'm going to try to go to bed again. Wish me luck. I'll see you tomorrow.
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