Compassion
I'm starting to believe my husband is incapable of compassion.
I am silent, and he thinks everything is "all right". I am sad with a broken heart, and he thinks it's funny and laughs at me. He actually laughs, like my pain is a funny joke. He doesn't even laugh at my jokes... but he laughs at ME, because I AM a joke!!!!!!!!
I hate myself so much. All I've ever given is love, and loyalty, and honesty. What have I gotten in return? NOTHING, because I'm so ugly and plain that I deserve NOTHING. Those girls he beats off to deserve more than I do, in his opinion. He likes them better, spends more time and attention with them, and doesn't laugh at them. Nope, that's all serious and real. I'm just a funny, ugly, worthless joke.
When I'm dead, I'm sure I'll be just as funny. HA HA HA HA HA, FUNNY. I'm just an ugly, funny, compassionate, loving, loyal, worthless person. HA HA HA HA HA!!!!!!!! FUCK ALL OF US! LONG LIVE THE HOT GIRLS WHO TAKE OFF THEIR CLOTHES FOR THE CAMERA, FUCKER!!!!
I am silent, and he thinks everything is "all right". I am sad with a broken heart, and he thinks it's funny and laughs at me. He actually laughs, like my pain is a funny joke. He doesn't even laugh at my jokes... but he laughs at ME, because I AM a joke!!!!!!!!
I hate myself so much. All I've ever given is love, and loyalty, and honesty. What have I gotten in return? NOTHING, because I'm so ugly and plain that I deserve NOTHING. Those girls he beats off to deserve more than I do, in his opinion. He likes them better, spends more time and attention with them, and doesn't laugh at them. Nope, that's all serious and real. I'm just a funny, ugly, worthless joke.
When I'm dead, I'm sure I'll be just as funny. HA HA HA HA HA, FUNNY. I'm just an ugly, funny, compassionate, loving, loyal, worthless person. HA HA HA HA HA!!!!!!!! FUCK ALL OF US! LONG LIVE THE HOT GIRLS WHO TAKE OFF THEIR CLOTHES FOR THE CAMERA, FUCKER!!!!