Back from DIsney World...
I'm back from Disney World... arrived in Baltimore today about 1:30 pm. Did some things when I got home. Went to my work... picked up a $50 paycheck for 7 hours. Decent. The 1 hour photo at Rite Aid wasn't working so I couldn't get my pics developed. Don't want to go to CVS - their pics come out too shiny, don't like it!!! I'll wait for Rite Aid. Got my little critters back from Scott... he took care of them while I was gone - Bless your heart, Scott! I love youuu! Gave Scott the chinese journal I bought him. He loved it. I'm so glad. I got one just like it except mine is purple and his is white. Went to Li Li's and dropped off her gift. Got my hair cut. Real short. Ah! Went back to work. Bought milk. Saw a cute guy. But was confused b/c Drew was ringing me up while the cute dude was behind me. Dude! How confusing! Who was I supposed to flirt with? Umm...? Both of them! What the hey! Went to CVS and bought black nail polish for my toesies. Yay! Black looks damn good on my toes, I don't know why it just DOES! SO I bought some!
My throat hurts badly. :o( Ate soup - didn't help worth a shit.
School starts in 6 days - less than one week. Damn. I'm really excited! I'm gonna be a senior! Rock on! Only 4 classes! OJT rocks. But, what am I getting myself into - being excited? I'm gonna be REAL excited when I'm told to write pages and pages of notes. Ughhhh. Notes. Not cool. Neither is homework. Oh, fuck it, I'm still excited.
I've had enough summer for now. And BOY was it a LONG summer, too!!! I went on 7 weeks worth of vacation! I am EXHAUSTED! It was so worth it, though. I'm a totally different person than I was months ago. I'm actually HAPPY. I met SO MANY great people! <3 Gavin! <3 And everybody else! But... Gavin was the highlight of my summer. He is the GREATEST! So was kissing him. * Sqweelz~! * Ugh... I hope we end up being together in the future. I really love that man.
Disney World was terrific. I got a little homesick. It was my 7th week being away from home. I'm glad to be back. But I still had a BLAST in Florida!!! My sister and I rode every single ride x like 5. We rode Space Mountain like 100 times ("Magic Mountain" according to Scott - boy i love you) and I even got a Space Mountain shirt! IT IS SO CUTE! You gotta see it! I will wear it to school. Rockin' Roller Coaster... Mission Space... Test Track... Tower of Terror ... Thunder Mountain... DINOSAUR... Kilimanjaro Safari Ride... Haunted Mansion... and many more! <~ greatest rides EVER! Splash Mountain sucked this time cuz the water smells like sweat x 100 and it got my butt soaked and I had to walk around Magic Kingdom with a wet butt ALL DAY - um no fun.
My sister turned out to be a major bitch a few times. UGH. You know how bitchy sisters can be. GER. But, for the majority - i guess - she was darling. It's amazing how a 20 year old can be 10 yrs old when put in certain places (such as Disney World). I guess that's why she felt like she could be a brat. B/c she was 10 years old for 8 days. *SiGhS*.
I miss Gavin. But I haven't heard from him since the end of camp. We did agree to not be together during the school year. So, I can't blame him. I'm going to try to only think of him as a sweet memory... for now. Hopefully we will be together someday... but right now I need to be the 16 year old girl that I am and stop wasting my feelings on a dream. Who knows maybe I will find a nice 17 or 18 year old guy in school or at work (yeah RIGHT). But I'm open to the idea. Until then, I'm still in love with Gavin. Even though I'm trying to break out of it... I think I will be for a while.
My mom wants me to apply to Radio Shack in Mt. Airy. Doesn't sound like a bad idea. I could make better money in a better atmosphere doing something somewhat useful... instead of bagging groceries and pushing buttons all day. I'll look into it.
That's all for now.
I miss Gavin.