the persuit of not sucking ass
yeah...or we noticing a trend here?
i know i am...and i don't like it. i don't want everything to make me feel yuck...but it does and i can't make it not. i'm so not looking forward to 24 hours from now. i have my views of new years...and with my views new years shouldn't be that big of a deal to me, but it still irks me that i'll be spending it in the office. crystalvg kicks ass, and its cool that the only person i get to ring in the new year with is her, but it still sucks that i'm not gunna be around at least a small group of friends and/or family.
sucking ass...is what new years even forbodes.
i just need to keep in mind that in my mind technically new years doesn't count. cause when the first new years i was alive for rolled around...i hadn't been alive for a whole year yet...(by the way...neither had any one else for their first new years). so in my opinion...new years is not ringing in a new year cause it still leaves me a month shy of having been alive another year. thus new years is bullocks and birthdays are where's its at with two turn tables and a microphone.
the only issue with this is that that means theres very few people who can ring in the new year together (only people who share birthdays), thuswardly i guess it makes sense that people just decided to mark a day to be the start of the new year and this way everyone can celebrate together. thats the flaw in my logic...or maybe it isn't. maybe i don't get to ever enjoy a new years eve (last year was the epitome of boredom, the year before that...i enjoyed myself waaaay to much leading up to the new year that by the time it made it to midnight i was practically unconcious ). ei: i wanted to brake the cycle...i wanted to attempt to have a good new years...but all signs point to ass suckage of a most severe and excrutiating nature.
for fuck's sake, if a space ship doesn't land in front of the office and take me zipping around the galaxy and shit...i'm gunna be sooo dissapointed for the outlook of the upcoming year. well...actually...i'll settle for a cute nerdy punk...that will make the new year not seem bleak. or even better!!!! a nerdy punk rock alien in a space ship taking me to zip across the galaxy. oh foshizzle.
i saw the persuit of happyness tonite. wow...sometimes i think life is kicking me in the teeth. that movie...wow...i've never seen any be fucked in the ass by life that much...but then it all turns out ok...but still...shit. oh...my review? FUCKING GREAT MOVIE!
ok...that's it...the end.
i know i am...and i don't like it. i don't want everything to make me feel yuck...but it does and i can't make it not. i'm so not looking forward to 24 hours from now. i have my views of new years...and with my views new years shouldn't be that big of a deal to me, but it still irks me that i'll be spending it in the office. crystalvg kicks ass, and its cool that the only person i get to ring in the new year with is her, but it still sucks that i'm not gunna be around at least a small group of friends and/or family.
sucking ass...is what new years even forbodes.
i just need to keep in mind that in my mind technically new years doesn't count. cause when the first new years i was alive for rolled around...i hadn't been alive for a whole year yet...(by the way...neither had any one else for their first new years). so in my opinion...new years is not ringing in a new year cause it still leaves me a month shy of having been alive another year. thus new years is bullocks and birthdays are where's its at with two turn tables and a microphone.
the only issue with this is that that means theres very few people who can ring in the new year together (only people who share birthdays), thuswardly i guess it makes sense that people just decided to mark a day to be the start of the new year and this way everyone can celebrate together. thats the flaw in my logic...or maybe it isn't. maybe i don't get to ever enjoy a new years eve (last year was the epitome of boredom, the year before that...i enjoyed myself waaaay to much leading up to the new year that by the time it made it to midnight i was practically unconcious ). ei: i wanted to brake the cycle...i wanted to attempt to have a good new years...but all signs point to ass suckage of a most severe and excrutiating nature.
for fuck's sake, if a space ship doesn't land in front of the office and take me zipping around the galaxy and shit...i'm gunna be sooo dissapointed for the outlook of the upcoming year. well...actually...i'll settle for a cute nerdy punk...that will make the new year not seem bleak. or even better!!!! a nerdy punk rock alien in a space ship taking me to zip across the galaxy. oh foshizzle.
i saw the persuit of happyness tonite. wow...sometimes i think life is kicking me in the teeth. that movie...wow...i've never seen any be fucked in the ass by life that much...but then it all turns out ok...but still...shit. oh...my review? FUCKING GREAT MOVIE!
ok...that's it...the end.