Mar 06, 2009 12:12
Repression is a deplorable, terrible state to find oneself experiencing.
Can anyone teach me what it is to give oneself over fully to the sway within?
It's funny, for everything I seem to remember of passion and physical love I have no memory of ever truly loving someone in any fashion. It's almost as though I somehow distanced myself from losing control and allowing myself to be consumed. Yet, I would like to experience these feelings, one day.
I am but a student, seeking knowledge. I await your teachings...
teach me,
zen koans,
repressed,
open my heart fully