when life chucks lemons at you...aw fuck the lemons this sucks
I got kicked out of my apartment on monday night. I got home around 1030pm and there was a note on my bed that essentially said there were unfoseen difficulties in my living there and that they were giving me 60 days to find a new place. The real story is the woman I live with, Shannon, has found as many reasons as she can to not like me. Every little thing that I did that she didn't like she blew way out of proportion and used them to make up her reasons for wanting me not to live there any more. Then she went to our other roommate andy and got him to jump on the bandwagon and feel how she feels. Johnny was placed in the middle of all of this and pretty much had to appease those two. He has no problem with me and liked me living there, but shannon feels like she runs the place and has all sway over decisions that are made there so whatever. The thing that pisses me off the most is that johnny helped me move my bed in over the weekend yet in the note he said he had been trying to track me down for a couple of weeks! He totally could have said something then so I didn't have to go through all of that trouble! Its also messed up that they told me in a note.
So i'm moving in with my sister this weekend and will be better off anyways. It just couldn't have come at a worse time. I'm mean its really annoying that I had JUST finished unpacking the last box and was starting to decorate and really settle in for the winter. I just hope it doesn't snow this weekend and hinder my moving further. I also have way too much to focus on at school and work and it really sucks. I just broke down today from all the stress. I know I'll get through this and be better off, I just wish I could relax and be settle for once. I don't feel like i've really had time to enjoy anything I'm doing yet this semester. I wish there was a way I could not work and just focus on school.... Its really really hard to juggle it all.
Part of me is glad to be out of there anyways because I didn't like the way they treated Gidget (my kitten who is my life). I once saw shannon kick gidget to make her stop making noise. Like not kick her really hard, but she used her foot to quiet gidge. That pissed me off. I fucking treated her animals like they were my own. Gidget hated that place too and it showed. It will be better for her to live with me and my sister and her cat. I'll be living in St. Paul now unfortunately though. I don't like st. paul, but hey at least im not on the streets or living in my car.... This will all work out for the better i'm sure....
I really appreciate all of you who have been there for me as much as you can. I am grateful for your support and wish i had more time to give to each and everyone of you. I truly do. Now I should get back to work.
So i'm moving in with my sister this weekend and will be better off anyways. It just couldn't have come at a worse time. I'm mean its really annoying that I had JUST finished unpacking the last box and was starting to decorate and really settle in for the winter. I just hope it doesn't snow this weekend and hinder my moving further. I also have way too much to focus on at school and work and it really sucks. I just broke down today from all the stress. I know I'll get through this and be better off, I just wish I could relax and be settle for once. I don't feel like i've really had time to enjoy anything I'm doing yet this semester. I wish there was a way I could not work and just focus on school.... Its really really hard to juggle it all.
Part of me is glad to be out of there anyways because I didn't like the way they treated Gidget (my kitten who is my life). I once saw shannon kick gidget to make her stop making noise. Like not kick her really hard, but she used her foot to quiet gidge. That pissed me off. I fucking treated her animals like they were my own. Gidget hated that place too and it showed. It will be better for her to live with me and my sister and her cat. I'll be living in St. Paul now unfortunately though. I don't like st. paul, but hey at least im not on the streets or living in my car.... This will all work out for the better i'm sure....
I really appreciate all of you who have been there for me as much as you can. I am grateful for your support and wish i had more time to give to each and everyone of you. I truly do. Now I should get back to work.