Oct 04, 2006 00:22
wow has my life fast forwarded like a million times. Crazy how things can change so quickly. Chris and I broke up about a month and a half ago, and we're trying to still be friends. I really want to be friends with him still, but Im not really sure he wants to try and be friends. I know it will take some time for that to happen...but we all know how impatient alice can be sometimes heh. Oh well, we'll see how things go.
As far as the rest of things, I've been relaxing and enjoying being just me. Im taking a Yoga class and the teacher is amazing at making us all feel like we can go out and tackle the world and face anything. I feel so empowered by her and this class couldn't have come at a better time in my life. Everyday we have a goal or a theme for what we learn or take away from the different Yoga poses. We learn about balance both finding it in our pose and in our lives and how that balance can develop into support. I've been able to identify where I get support from, and you wouldn't believe how trusting in those supports (people and myself) have enabled me to go further into the stretch of the pose. By trusting myself it all comes together. I feel incredible like I've never felt before. I am at the stage in my life where I'm beginning to learn just who Alice is and who she wants to be.
There has been one thing draging me down lately though. There is a person who entered my life, tried to change it, and ended up changing their mind and at the same time trying to crash my cloud that I'm on. I'm done with negativity and pessimism. I want to be an opptimistic person who thinks postiviely like I always have. Okay so I usually am optimistically pessimistic but who cares. This person has however opened my eyes to exactly what I am looking for in a significant other. I just love learning all this new stuff about myself. Learning how to be empowered and rejuvinated just by looking at the beauty in the world around me. I have so much love and so much life in me I feel like I could burst! I have so much to share with all of you it's hard to contain it.
The other thing I wanted to tell you all about is that I just moved into a new house! I now live on the frontage road to 94East. Over by the Riverside Perkins! I am renting a bedroom in this house that I share with three other people, two dogs, two cats (soon to be 3 when i bring Gidget (my kitty) over), and a 5 foot Boa. It is a packed house, but I love living here so much. My room is really big and BLUE!!!!! Blue is my favorite color! It brings me so much joy! YOu'll all have to come over and see it sometime! Okay. I am at work now and should probably get on writing my paper that is due tomorrow (technically today). Love you all!
Peaches and kisses
~*~ alice ~*~