Foggy-brained planning

Apr 10, 2009 23:41

Assignment - Estimated expenses to start a practice: Check.
GAWWWD. Business planning is depressing. It's like a surefire way to crush the excitement and magic around a new idea... And a reminder of why an employment model might not be so bad after all...

I tried to start a business once...well like a gazillion of them. But in particular, at 19 I was convinced I would open a coffee shop. It was going to be fabulous. I planned and researched and plotted and schemed...and in the end the weight of business planning (and a grumpy old discouraging landlord) killed any ambition I had. Likely for the best, but it added a significant boost to my level of cynacism toward the world.

I fell asleep this evening...laid down for a minute and got too comfy. After three hours of cycling through trying to wake up, falling back asleep, dreaming about how I should get up, repeat, I wrestled myself awake, foggy and dazed and wondering what time it was. At this rate I'll be up all night. Which, if I could make myself work, may not be so bad.
Or I could catch up on Grey's Anatomy with popcorn.
Hmm...
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