Stuff and things...and meme
First, the stuff.
Work is interesting. The grannies decided to break out the Hello Kitty barrettes. I now have a new collection. Had to work the rest of my shift with them in my hair. They sat at the table and made sure I didn't take them out. They did leave me a nice tip, so I guess it was worth it. Then again, they always leave me a nice tip. I still don't know what to give them as a thank you for the stuff they made and bought for me when I was sick.
And I have my appointment with the doctor for the 28th of August. Not looking forward to that, but oh well. I have to go.
The things...
Kippei, We are going away for your birthday. Don't argue with me. I have plans, and we're not backing out of them. And talk to your boss about getting some time off. I miss you and I feel horrible for asking you to do that, but I can't help it. I'm staying in your room tonight, whether you're there or not. You wanted to know what was bugging me, *sighs*. Fine. The end of August is when Yuushi first left. I shut down then, and for some reason, when that time of year comes around, I shut down. This year, it's not too bad, and I know it's because of you. I have you and love you, and I know you love me. I've lost sleep, but that's it. Normally, I can't remember most of the month. It's not that I drink or anything, I just refuse to think. Classes are a blur, most times I'll forget to eat, or just don't have any interest in food. I'll stay up most of the night and sleep for maybe an hour or two. It was hard on my body, but I've never suffered for it. This year, I thought I'd be worse. I know you said that you'd never leave, but there is still that one tiny voice in my head that tells me you'll get tired of me and leave. I know in my heart that it's not true, because if it was, you'd be gone by now. I just...I love you and I miss you
Shinji, I really hope you don't mind if Shishido has my bed tonight. I don't want him taking off and being alone. He needs someone around.
Shishido, you're staying over. No arguing. You will have my bed. I'll sleep in Kippei's room. I've warned Shinji about it. I don't want you to argue with me. You know better. I have everything set up, so when we get back, we won't have to leave.
Yuushi, Thank you for taking me out last night. It did help, even though I still feel like I was in the way. You and Fuji...you're perfect for each other. I don't know if you realize it, but you are.
and now for the meme:
Post anything that you want, and post it anonymously.
Anything. A story, a secret, a confession, a fear, a love -- anything. Be sure to post anonymously and honestly.
Post twice if you'd like. (or more!)
Then, put this in your LJ to see what your friends (and perhaps others who you don't even realize read your LJ) have to say.
Work is interesting. The grannies decided to break out the Hello Kitty barrettes. I now have a new collection. Had to work the rest of my shift with them in my hair. They sat at the table and made sure I didn't take them out. They did leave me a nice tip, so I guess it was worth it. Then again, they always leave me a nice tip. I still don't know what to give them as a thank you for the stuff they made and bought for me when I was sick.
And I have my appointment with the doctor for the 28th of August. Not looking forward to that, but oh well. I have to go.
The things...
Kippei, We are going away for your birthday. Don't argue with me. I have plans, and we're not backing out of them. And talk to your boss about getting some time off. I miss you and I feel horrible for asking you to do that, but I can't help it. I'm staying in your room tonight, whether you're there or not. You wanted to know what was bugging me, *sighs*. Fine. The end of August is when Yuushi first left. I shut down then, and for some reason, when that time of year comes around, I shut down. This year, it's not too bad, and I know it's because of you. I have you and love you, and I know you love me. I've lost sleep, but that's it. Normally, I can't remember most of the month. It's not that I drink or anything, I just refuse to think. Classes are a blur, most times I'll forget to eat, or just don't have any interest in food. I'll stay up most of the night and sleep for maybe an hour or two. It was hard on my body, but I've never suffered for it. This year, I thought I'd be worse. I know you said that you'd never leave, but there is still that one tiny voice in my head that tells me you'll get tired of me and leave. I know in my heart that it's not true, because if it was, you'd be gone by now. I just...I love you and I miss you
Shinji, I really hope you don't mind if Shishido has my bed tonight. I don't want him taking off and being alone. He needs someone around.
Shishido, you're staying over. No arguing. You will have my bed. I'll sleep in Kippei's room. I've warned Shinji about it. I don't want you to argue with me. You know better. I have everything set up, so when we get back, we won't have to leave.
Yuushi, Thank you for taking me out last night. It did help, even though I still feel like I was in the way. You and Fuji...you're perfect for each other. I don't know if you realize it, but you are.
and now for the meme:
Post anything that you want, and post it anonymously.
Anything. A story, a secret, a confession, a fear, a love -- anything. Be sure to post anonymously and honestly.
Post twice if you'd like. (or more!)
Then, put this in your LJ to see what your friends (and perhaps others who you don't even realize read your LJ) have to say.