It's late...

Aug 07, 2007 23:57

and I can't sleep. Again. Why in the hell is this happening again? I don't understand it! No matter what I do during the day, no matter how tired I am at the end of the day, I can't sleep! I try, I really do. Usually music helps, which is why I have the one iPod set up for quiet, softer classical music, the one that usually calms me down enough to ( Read more... )

rambling, cleaning, house elves, sleeplessness

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psych_shinji August 8 2007, 15:39:42 UTC
Well...now I understand why the kitchen looked so clean when I came in this morning, because I *knew* it hadn't been that clean when I eft yesterday. Gakuto...this isn't good for you. If you need help falling aseep, or even just someone to tak to when you can't, call me, and I'll come home.

I'm wondering...do you think that bottle could be behind all our disappearances? Maybe it's haunted.....

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gaku_nii_chan August 8 2007, 17:38:26 UTC
Feel like a cuddle session tonight? Maybe that's what I miss, the contact. I don't know. I'll figure it out some day. I hate bothering you though.

The kitchen...I tore it apart. I thought I'd get tired doing it. I was wrong. I stopped myself from tearing apart the bathroom. I may do that this afternoon though. Classes have been cancelled today, so I have nothing to do. End of term stuff sucks. That jar...scares me. I swear to whatever gods there are out there, it moved. I looked at it, and it bubbled and moved. Unless I was halucinating, but I don't think I was. Remind me that we need cheese. I have this weird dairy craving that nothing is satisfying today.

I wouldnt' be surprised if that bottle was responsible for everything. I mean, it's evil. We may need to perform an exorcism or cleansing, something! I'm going to lay in bed and stare at the ceiling.

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psych_shinji August 8 2007, 18:12:26 UTC
You're not bothering me, Gakuto. And I'll cuddle you, if Kippei doesn't b eat me to it first.

I wish my classes had been cancelled. I don't want to think. At all, and I've been made to do it all day today. It's not fair. And I wouldn't be surprised if the jar moved. It's..frightening. What kind of cheese? I can get you some before I go back to the dorms, if you want.

I'm this close to just braving it and throwing the damn thing out the window...or at least, moving it to someone else's room. Try to nap if you're going to stay in bed, all right?

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gaku_nii_chan August 8 2007, 18:36:14 UTC
He can join us, or it can be just him and I later.

It's been nice, and I think the teachers are sick and tired of all the tests the same as we are. We were told to have a mental health day. I'm beginning to love those days. I have no idea what kind I want. I was just planning on standing in front of the display case for a bit and then grabbing the first thing that caught my attention.

Shinji, IT MOVED! I went to get a bottle of water and it was in a different spot in the fridge. The hell? I don't understand it. If you tried to take it out, it'd come back to haunt us. I know it will. I tried to take a nap, I cleaned the bathroom instead.

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kippei_kun August 8 2007, 18:06:11 UTC
I get that way when I have too much on my mind. I won't tell you not to turn the place upside-down if you think it will help you sleep, but I think you should be off of chores duties for the next couple of weeks to make up for it.

We should get HazMat suits from the biolab and tackle the bottle in the fridge.

Private to Gakuto

You've been wound up like a spring for the past couple of days. Did something happen? I'm worried about you, love.

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gaku_nii_chan August 8 2007, 18:29:23 UTC
I was going to have a nap, but I cleaned the bathroom. I've asked Sen if they have anything they need me to clean. There is no making up for anything. It's something that needed to be done though not scrubbing the shelves with an old toothbrush.

I swear to you that thing moved. and it bubbled at me. I'm not halucinating. It did happen. I think we'll need one of the remote control things that the bomb squad uses. The bottle may put up a fight.

Private to Kippei

I think it's just this month. I hate this month. Things happen in August; people leave, things change, doctors appointments happen where you're poked, prodded, twisted and then told that you're not going to be walking in 10 years if you keep it up. Do you have laundry that you need me to do? I'm finished all mine.

Oh, and do you feel like having a cuddling session later with Shinji and I? Or do you want a private session?

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kippei_kun August 8 2007, 19:25:15 UTC
You went above and beyond the call of duty, Gakuto. I'm glad you weren't mad at me. You might have used my toothbrush instead of an old one.

I think it's possessed. You know, I don't remember any of us ever bringing in anything that was in a bottle like that. What the hell is it and where did it come from?

Private to GakutoLet's make better memories for August, then. I'm not leaving. I'll go to the doctor's with you if you and hold your hand if you want. I'll do anything you need me to do. I love you ( ... )

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gaku_nii_chan August 8 2007, 21:21:30 UTC
*smiles* I guess you really shouldn't make me mad then. I noticed a couple of places in the bathroom that be scrubbed like that. Trust me, they're not pretty.

That bottle was just there. I think it's changed colour too. I have no idea.

Private to Kippei

Well, your birthday is coming up. I'm sure we could have fun with that. You can come with me to the doctor if you want. I think he'd get a kick out of you holding my hand. He is a great doctor, even though I think he likes to torture me a bit. I love you too, more than I can even express. But I'm warning you like I'm warning everyone I care about; disappear for any reason and I will hunt you down and kill you. I don't think I'll be that bad this year though. I have you, and you are the most important thing in my life ( ... )

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kansai_whisper August 8 2007, 20:12:23 UTC
Gaku, is it my turn to yell at you about sleeping and taking care of yourself? Looks like I may have to get out my redhead-kicking boots (hell, I should just get them out for my roommate anyways). You need to grab that boyfriend of yours and give him a good cuddle.

Private to Gakuto

Why is it that I think I know what brought this about? It has to do with this month, doesn't it love...

There are so many things I regret, that I wish I could change so you wouldn't hurt so much. I was selfish and angry and hurt and you bore the brunt of it. I am surprised you don't hate me for it. You've now got someone incredible who loves you and gives you what you deserve - and you deserve everything good, Gaku. You really do - and I will keep telling you that until you believe me.

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gaku_nii_chan August 8 2007, 21:03:33 UTC
No, you don't need to yell at me. Trust me. I am taking care of myself. I'm still eating, I'm just not sleeping that much. It'll pass. It always does. If you break out the boots to use on Sen, I'm going to be there to watch. Oh, and I want in on those dancing lessons. I think you and I can teach him a couple of things. Kippei's promised me he'll try to help me sleep. I have no idea what he has planned.

Private to Yuushi

Usually it's worse at the end of the month. I can get through the beginning just fine, but once the 20th hits, I shut down for a week. I swear, if you disappear again I will hunt you down and kill you.

Yuushi, we have to get past it. I know I'm not making it any easier right now. I could never hate you. I could have handled things differently, but I didn't. I have a lot of incredible people who love me, more than I ever thought possible. And so do you. Fuji loves you more than I ever could. We'll see how many times you have to tell me that. Hopefully not too many.

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kansai_whisper August 8 2007, 21:18:35 UTC
I'm still going to be keeping an eye on you, Gaku - and I'm prepared to use my boots on you too, oh favorite redhead of mine. I think I'm going to break Sen in easy and take him club-hopping. You are very welcome to come along and if our boyfriends allow us we can definitely show Sen a thing or two.

Private to Gakuto

I'm not going anywhere. My place is here with the people I care about the most.

Gaku, I know we do. We hurt each other so badly, yet we were still able to pull through and care. Yes, our love for each other is different now but no less important - and we have enough love to give others and to accept in return.

I'm going to keep track of how many times I have to tell you, love. You deserve love, you deserve Tachibana, you deserve everything good any of us can give you. You deserve to be happy, Mukahi Gakuto.

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gaku_nii_chan August 8 2007, 21:51:00 UTC
As long as I can keep my Yuushi kicking boots out, the I wont' mind. Kick away. Have you looked into contacts yet, he with the oh so sexy violet eyes? They'd be better for clubbing. Sen would look so cute there. Do you think we can drive the boyfriends out? Inui likes clubbing too, so I'm sure we could make a night of it. It would be intersting.

Private to YuushiYou know, if something did happen, you'd have not only me to deal with, but Fuji as well. I dont' even want to think of him upset. That would just be scary ( ... )

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