a night at "home"
stuck again. there's things i need to do. time to be spent on other activities, but here i am again.
i spent some more time sobbing tonight. how can it still hurt so very much? i don't know what to do. i don't know what to do. the pain. the loneliness without her. wondering what she's doing. wondering how she's doing. wanting to share my day with her. wanting to share my thoughts with her. wanting to hear her laugh. wanting to her her speak. wanting to hold her, touch her, kiss her.
what am i to do?
to move on, i need to let go. how can i let her go? i promised her my life, and i meant it. i promised her i'd be there for her until i died, and i meant it. I know i said this last post, but... i just don't know what to do about it.
it hurts so much.
i spent some more time sobbing tonight. how can it still hurt so very much? i don't know what to do. i don't know what to do. the pain. the loneliness without her. wondering what she's doing. wondering how she's doing. wanting to share my day with her. wanting to share my thoughts with her. wanting to hear her laugh. wanting to her her speak. wanting to hold her, touch her, kiss her.
what am i to do?
to move on, i need to let go. how can i let her go? i promised her my life, and i meant it. i promised her i'd be there for her until i died, and i meant it. I know i said this last post, but... i just don't know what to do about it.
it hurts so much.