All Good Things Come to an End

May 13, 2007 14:09

While rocking out to Bon Jovi's "I'll Be There For You" I am deciding to update this journal.

I went to Brighton last Thursday and it was fun because the weather was shit ie tons of rain and wind. But I met up with a friend that lives there so it was cool getting a little tour of the places to see. There was a really yummy place called Bill's that serves an amazing dessert. My friend and I took a picture of our orders. I love decorated food. Haha. Also i went to a club with a "gay night" theme..sweet. Boy on boy action so hot!

A London beach amazes me. First off, no sand but rocks. So it got me thinking about the dangers of a beach besides drowning. What the hell? I guess I have a very violent mind. Hehe. The thought of running on these rocks may cause damage to your spinal cord. So random.

I hear an alarm outside and hopefully it is not something serious because that would suck at this time of night. But it doesn't sound like it's from the halls. Whatever..Bon Jovi is drowning out the noise so it's all good.

I'm going to do something that will change my relationship with somebody. I'm being very vague at the moment because it means that much for me to keep it somewhat private. But my feelings about it are uncertain because I really don't know what is going to happen as a result but after reading an entry from Ames about "faith" and "hope" im keeping those feelings close to my heart because after getting so humilated and heartbroken, I really hope things work out for the better. I need to keep that attitude up until that moment otherwise, I will fly back home with regrets. Which is not something I want to do.

But right now I can't believe my time in these halls are winding down. I got so comfortable and it is going to be a shock when I get back. I really miss home but I feel like I am living somebody else's glorious life at the moment. Too good to be true. Living in Europe and getting immersed in a different way of life. Wow..it still feels so brand new. I don't want it to end but when my parents come down here the last week of May it is going to be weird turning in my keys.

I'm having a hard time coming to terms with leaving and not seeing the same people everyday..its surreal but you know..when the day does actually come I will just slowly let it sink in.
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