Oh...if only I could see my dad again....

For some reason I'm really missing my dad today.

Today was a bit Hellish. I went into work and well, on top of Dad's 5th Anniversary, it was a Monday ( Read more... )

Tomorrow, October 6th, will be the 5th year Dad has been gone. I always keenly miss him around this time of year.

I do miss him every day...think of him every day, but I really miss him now.

This is one of the worst times of being by myself. Because I always spend the day by myself. It would be so nice to have someone be here with me.

On Friday I went home to see my mom....Easter weekend.  That night I had a dream:

I dreamt my dad was laying down...he had passed away...he was gone but he opened his eyes and said to me, "I love you."  Then he closed his eyes again and I woke up....