Dear Ben Cross (Letter #16)
Dear Ben
Hope your day went well. Mine was fairly good. It started out grumpy but it worked itself out.
Bootcamp was good. During our running session I managed to keep in sight of the group for most of the time. A small victory but victory none the less. It's really the little things. My new pair of running shoes are working out. The old pair were worn out and it really affected how I ran. I walk strangely and they always wear out on one side. I didn't really realize how much they actually affect how I move. Now I know.
Well, today is the eve of my birthday. Tomorrow I'll be 43 years old. I feel a little sad about it. I'm lucky I have friends who make it a point every year to help me celebrate. Otherwise I'd be spending every birthday by myself. We're celebrating on Wednesday. But we are celebrating.
I wish I had a husband and child as the luckier people have. I have not given up hope but time is ticking away. At this point I'd be happy just to have some pity sex. Well, happy isn't quite the way I'd describe it, but sex would still be good *gigglesnort*
At any rate, tomorrow won't be too exciting though I plan on throwing on The Far Pavilions for an episode or two and then find something with you in it. Yes, I know how lame that sounds. But a girl has to have fantasies. Cut me a break :) I know that the Far Pavilions is a younger you, but I just can't make it through First Knight just to see you. I swear to Christ if I have to sit through Richard Gere I may just pluck my ears out and rip out my eyes.
I have to apologize for what may have seemed like dissing Banshee on Twitter. I'm just very particular when it comes to story. There's a sex scene in Banshee that completely works..that forwards the story and has context. I'm just not appreciative of random soft porn for the sake of titillation. There was no real context for the opening sex scene and I won't apologize for demanding better quality storytelling. I'm accustomed to better storytelling and refuse to lower my standard. It's just the way it is.
And I refuse to apologize for disliking the character Lucas Hood. But everything else is good. :)
At any rate, this was just a quick message. It's 10:30 pm here and work will shriek its siren call way too early in the morning.
Gail
Hope your day went well. Mine was fairly good. It started out grumpy but it worked itself out.
Bootcamp was good. During our running session I managed to keep in sight of the group for most of the time. A small victory but victory none the less. It's really the little things. My new pair of running shoes are working out. The old pair were worn out and it really affected how I ran. I walk strangely and they always wear out on one side. I didn't really realize how much they actually affect how I move. Now I know.
Well, today is the eve of my birthday. Tomorrow I'll be 43 years old. I feel a little sad about it. I'm lucky I have friends who make it a point every year to help me celebrate. Otherwise I'd be spending every birthday by myself. We're celebrating on Wednesday. But we are celebrating.
I wish I had a husband and child as the luckier people have. I have not given up hope but time is ticking away. At this point I'd be happy just to have some pity sex. Well, happy isn't quite the way I'd describe it, but sex would still be good *gigglesnort*
At any rate, tomorrow won't be too exciting though I plan on throwing on The Far Pavilions for an episode or two and then find something with you in it. Yes, I know how lame that sounds. But a girl has to have fantasies. Cut me a break :) I know that the Far Pavilions is a younger you, but I just can't make it through First Knight just to see you. I swear to Christ if I have to sit through Richard Gere I may just pluck my ears out and rip out my eyes.
I have to apologize for what may have seemed like dissing Banshee on Twitter. I'm just very particular when it comes to story. There's a sex scene in Banshee that completely works..that forwards the story and has context. I'm just not appreciative of random soft porn for the sake of titillation. There was no real context for the opening sex scene and I won't apologize for demanding better quality storytelling. I'm accustomed to better storytelling and refuse to lower my standard. It's just the way it is.
And I refuse to apologize for disliking the character Lucas Hood. But everything else is good. :)
At any rate, this was just a quick message. It's 10:30 pm here and work will shriek its siren call way too early in the morning.
Gail