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[gaijinxy]

Saturday was a dual celebration...one, our only Irish Gotenba-ite is leaving for Tokyo (today I think), so we threw him an expensive farewell nite. There were even fireworks...all Gotenba is glad to be rid of him! Actually, we have no idea what the fireworks were for, but you know, correlation entails causation. I was also celebrating my own

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[bleedsincretic]

"Maybe it's just that I don't want to get involved with anyone I like."

That was a funny. :p

Sounds like you're just chilling out/settling and are probably more ready to get involved than you were. Don't make the same mistake I did [getting waaaay too into someone upon moving]... or scratch that - make the mistake... if mine didn't have stupid issues and bad timing, it totally would have rocked. And still might. I hope. Hang in there, buddy. And don't read into things too much. If you care you care - let her know about it. Cuz she's probably clueless about how you feel.

[gaijinxy]

Thanks, luv. Still, don't think as I really want her to know. I'm fond of our friendship and don't want to put any pink elephants in the corner of the room. Since I'm not really thinking getting involved with her is a good idea. Can't help being attracted to her, but I can make rational choices, and I have other avenues to persue. On the other hand, it would be nice. Sigh. Thanks for the advice, anyway. How's work going? What kind of Enochian ritual did you do? I should have my books in a few days and I can get back on my feet, that would rock. Because of your influence on my poster, all my kids want me to do magic for them. Andrew told them I did magic tricks because he didn't know what else to do. Showed some of my high levels the tarot cards. A lot of the adults know tarot here, too...Shinya has like seven decks.

[bleedsincretic]

Weird.

I didn't really do anything... someone mentioned contacting a particular angel and I just kinda jived with it to see what kind of reaction I could get. I'm pretty good with things like that without ritual, having had regular interaction with spirits. And I needed help. I'm also in a try anything mode.

Eventually I'll get back to myself, maybe.