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SO I drank some more on friday night. But I didn't have too much. I only had about 5 shots maybe. No hangover, no throwing up, no stomach problems. I usually don't...but sometimes if I have more than ten shots I do get ill.
I was in Andrew's room and the rest were around somewhere. He was sober and talking to someone online. I was sitting next to him and I don't know WHAT I was thinking, but I had my hand on his thigh, my other hand running through his (gorgeous gorgeous) hair, my chin on his shoulder, and I was breathing on his neck. I guess I trying to seduce him????? All I know is that he didn't take the bait. Thank goodness. I mean, I tried to leave and say hey to someone in the hall and he pulled me back down next to him...so I guess he was liking it, but he didn't want to like do anything. And I attacked him while he was in the shower...lol. Well, I mean I gave him a towel first. I really didn't have that much in me...
But my friend had too much. He got depressed again. He tried to cut himself. I went into his room to steal all his sharp objects and put them in Andrew's room. He got mad and was telling me how he hated me and blah blah and he made me cry. He locked himself in his room and would let anyone in so Andrew had to go and talk to him. Then he let me in too. But only after Andrew talked to him. ::sigH:: Sad...We got him under control and he was fine. *phew*
Lanny called me up this morning at 4. He wanted me to come and so I did for a while. I fell asleep for an hour with him. But he keeps his room so effing cold, so I got up and left. Haha. Got up again this morning to drive Camillo to work...damn.
I was in Andrew's room and the rest were around somewhere. He was sober and talking to someone online. I was sitting next to him and I don't know WHAT I was thinking, but I had my hand on his thigh, my other hand running through his (gorgeous gorgeous) hair, my chin on his shoulder, and I was breathing on his neck. I guess I trying to seduce him????? All I know is that he didn't take the bait. Thank goodness. I mean, I tried to leave and say hey to someone in the hall and he pulled me back down next to him...so I guess he was liking it, but he didn't want to like do anything. And I attacked him while he was in the shower...lol. Well, I mean I gave him a towel first. I really didn't have that much in me...
But my friend had too much. He got depressed again. He tried to cut himself. I went into his room to steal all his sharp objects and put them in Andrew's room. He got mad and was telling me how he hated me and blah blah and he made me cry. He locked himself in his room and would let anyone in so Andrew had to go and talk to him. Then he let me in too. But only after Andrew talked to him. ::sigH:: Sad...We got him under control and he was fine. *phew*
Lanny called me up this morning at 4. He wanted me to come and so I did for a while. I fell asleep for an hour with him. But he keeps his room so effing cold, so I got up and left. Haha. Got up again this morning to drive Camillo to work...damn.