because fuckin facebook won't let me write a note, so I'll post this here instead and i'll keep it public so the people who needs to read this can read this.
warning: this is full of emotional sappy-ness that is so unlike me but because this is all KAT-TUN's fault, just humor me ok!? (and don't ask me who kat-tun is, google it! lol)
Anyway today at their sendai con's MC segment, Koki said that he has never had a friend (that he has been with for 11 years) and so it is thanks to those 4 guys with him right now that he is able to be where he is right now. Then it has dawned on me AGAIN how lucky I actually am that I have kept you guys as friends for 14 years. Eileen,Christy, April and I even go beyond that (16 yrs).
Being friends with someone for 14 years is no joke. In today's time where you're not even sure who you can trust or who's out to stab you in the back, it's a feat only few ever achieved. a blessing only few were given. and I am among those who have been fortunate enough. and I dun even know what good I did to deserve it.
And as you guys have prolly known by now, I am never the type to outwardly express my emotions (to the point where someone even accused me of being unfeeling as a stone), but somehow I hope that in my own way, I have conveyed to you guys how happy I am that you are my lifelong friends. even tho i make fun and bully most of you~ [hey! that's my way of showing you my affection, you should know that! XDDD]
Funny how one guy who lives in another country, and I can only admire from the stage and won't even know of my existence, can make me write something as mushy as this. But he just made me re-realize how blessed i truly am. and somehow i knew i just had to let you guys know that.
My friends may not be the best set of guys out there, but for me, they're the only set of friends i would ever want in any lifetime.
For staying with me for 14 years despite my neverending flaws, my sarcasm, my endless bullying and my unpredictable mood swings, for celebrating with me thru my highs and mourning with me thru my lows.
Eileen, Christy, April, Shyrel, Ronn, Gladys, Kristel and Lea - THANK YOU! woaini. (^_^)