Umm....ok
Yesterday Jon called me and told me he passed the physical test that you have to pass if you want to become a cop. I told him I was proud of him and yadda, yadda, yadda. I am proud and happy for him because he really wants to be a cop and now he's one step closer. He then called me later on that night and invited me to go out with him. He wanted to celebrate w/ a group of people. He invited me over to his new place and then we rode over to Marley's together in his PT Cruiser. We had one drink at Marley's and the two girls from Sparc that we met up with there decided to ditch us for the other side of the bar. Jon said he was bored and asked me if I wanted to go somewhere else so I said sure. We told his friends g'bye and then decided just to go back to his place. He grilled a couple steaks for us on his grill and we ate steak and watched Wedding Crashers.
He was being totally flirtatious. He burned his hand on the grill and I told him he should ice it so he got some ice and ended up putting some down the back of my shirt and then down the front of my shirt. We wrestled around and I pinned him a couple times. We had a few pillow fights. We just had a good time goofing around. Big Jon and Nick came home from being out playing poker and we all played some hockey on PS2. It got to be around 3:30 in the morning so I decided to leave. He said a big group of them are planning on going to Dave and Busters next weekend and asked if I wanted to go. I told him I'd think about it.
It was fun to hang out with him and flirt with him. I actually had been missing him like crazy that day. He has a funny way of calling me when I've been thinking about him. I'm not saying this because I think we are going to get back together because we're not. Like I said before, I'm ok hanging out with him every so often but I can't do it a lot because then I'll just fall for him again and get all caught up in him and I don't really want to do that when I know that we still have issues.
But seeing him and spending some time with him helped me to feel a little bit better and now I'll be ok for awhile. The biggest thing I was worried about was that he would break up with me and then immediately jump into another relationship. He hasn't done that, so I'm glad. I think what he's doing is just enjoying being single and flirting with lots of girls and that's ok...good for him. That's probably what he needs to do for awhile. And it's ok that he flirts with me, just as long as I don't let it get to far...and I really don't see that happening.
He was being totally flirtatious. He burned his hand on the grill and I told him he should ice it so he got some ice and ended up putting some down the back of my shirt and then down the front of my shirt. We wrestled around and I pinned him a couple times. We had a few pillow fights. We just had a good time goofing around. Big Jon and Nick came home from being out playing poker and we all played some hockey on PS2. It got to be around 3:30 in the morning so I decided to leave. He said a big group of them are planning on going to Dave and Busters next weekend and asked if I wanted to go. I told him I'd think about it.
It was fun to hang out with him and flirt with him. I actually had been missing him like crazy that day. He has a funny way of calling me when I've been thinking about him. I'm not saying this because I think we are going to get back together because we're not. Like I said before, I'm ok hanging out with him every so often but I can't do it a lot because then I'll just fall for him again and get all caught up in him and I don't really want to do that when I know that we still have issues.
But seeing him and spending some time with him helped me to feel a little bit better and now I'll be ok for awhile. The biggest thing I was worried about was that he would break up with me and then immediately jump into another relationship. He hasn't done that, so I'm glad. I think what he's doing is just enjoying being single and flirting with lots of girls and that's ok...good for him. That's probably what he needs to do for awhile. And it's ok that he flirts with me, just as long as I don't let it get to far...and I really don't see that happening.