Maybe there's just the lack of love or like in my life. I'm now part of one of the biggest asshole guilds and I get along with them perfectly. Not sure what else to say other than me possibly fucking myself over slowly.

Someone who I used to like I don't quite want to lose, but I can't deal talking to her either. Complicated situation.

Blah blah blah

I always contradict myself.

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Okay, edited the newest emo post.

Another one of my rare entries.

No matter how things go I feel frustrated deep down inside. I want to be happy, but I'm usually just mad at myself.

I've had dangerous ways to vent my anger, but I've chosen to bottle it up. I don't know how unhealthy it'll be for me but unless I can make myself cheery and smile...

Neeevermind.

I have way too many things I'm concerned with nowdays I've even forgotton some things I need to do. Wow I... really do kinda suck when I think so much I can't even be aware of what's around me.

Reminds me when someone says hi to me at school, and I don't even notice when they did it next to me.

I'll just congradulate myself on the fact I'm screwing up my own life. Who knows what lies next for me.

It is always so boring down here in vegas, but I know it won't always be that way.

As for school, government is just giving me loads of homework, spanish 2 honors isn't that bad, keyboarding is easy as hell, marine science we barely do anything in, and Modern lit is...yeah.

What a wonderful life I live apparently.

Well, I'm 18 now, and I managed to get a new computer for my birthday. But I think the best thing that just happened to me was I got a girlfriend now :o ( Read more... )

Well, a friend just made me remember I even had a LJ account! I'll see if I can find anything to write in later.