I want to decide, cause it's worth deciding
Must I need a motive for everything? For breathing? For a kiss? For not falling head over heals in love with someone else?
And whether my back will be bared or not. It's as if.. one cannot these days go anywhere without a reason that is purely just pleasure and want. For the sake of seeing something new and expanding the mind.
And whether to bare my back or not when I travel. I'm not daft. More often than not, if I am to go outside the boundaries, i'll find someone who knows what the marque stands for, but not honor what it is, what it means. The perils of traveling with a marque bared as opposed to a marque covered.
I want to go. To see. To taste and learn before I settle into my house. No grand couple year affair and come back with grandiose tales, and evidence that I have been elsewhere but Mont Nuit. I want to stand on the sides of the canals and breath deep the air and see the Gondola's. I'll like then want to choke from the smell, but I have been told, it is a beautiful sight.
Or to just lay stand, on the cliffs edge in Alba and look over and see my homeland, from a different view. Do I really need a motive for doing such other than my own pleasures? The pursuit of a fantasy and a dream. To say "yes, i've done that, it was beautiful"
Many I know, can help me. But at what price. One, it could cost him greatly more than I am worth. Another, it would cost him little if anything at all. And another, well. I don't know that cost, if there is, other than a revelation of the past somewhat.
The time is far off. I've 3 ducats to my name and not an argent more. You cannot travel on that. Alba... Or Serenissima. Which will cause me the least regret, if I should never see their lands. The barbarians as he called them, or the homeland of a friend.
And whether my back will be bared or not. It's as if.. one cannot these days go anywhere without a reason that is purely just pleasure and want. For the sake of seeing something new and expanding the mind.
And whether to bare my back or not when I travel. I'm not daft. More often than not, if I am to go outside the boundaries, i'll find someone who knows what the marque stands for, but not honor what it is, what it means. The perils of traveling with a marque bared as opposed to a marque covered.
I want to go. To see. To taste and learn before I settle into my house. No grand couple year affair and come back with grandiose tales, and evidence that I have been elsewhere but Mont Nuit. I want to stand on the sides of the canals and breath deep the air and see the Gondola's. I'll like then want to choke from the smell, but I have been told, it is a beautiful sight.
Or to just lay stand, on the cliffs edge in Alba and look over and see my homeland, from a different view. Do I really need a motive for doing such other than my own pleasures? The pursuit of a fantasy and a dream. To say "yes, i've done that, it was beautiful"
Many I know, can help me. But at what price. One, it could cost him greatly more than I am worth. Another, it would cost him little if anything at all. And another, well. I don't know that cost, if there is, other than a revelation of the past somewhat.
The time is far off. I've 3 ducats to my name and not an argent more. You cannot travel on that. Alba... Or Serenissima. Which will cause me the least regret, if I should never see their lands. The barbarians as he called them, or the homeland of a friend.