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[gabey]

i'm suddenly afraid to change my brain...
but what choice do i have if i want a future?

[sidenote(s)]
email from cp/ right back atcha matey (means emo heart shaped hands and all that)
....it doesn't mean as much anymore
and
email from tp/ do you know I fully say 'amy I know some how...' (means emo shaped hands and should've beens)
...it's far, far too late anymore

can i do this?
and what choice do i have...