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i made the mistake of going back to the beginning of this journal and i've only made it through the first month and a half. i was feeling all unsteady and tiptoeing carefully when suddenly i saw the july 3rd, 2001 entry of 2:15a:
i am a cruel and unpredictable god
of course! how could i forget?! i am a cruel and unpredictable god!
and oh cp, what have we done? where have we gone to now?
and it always begins with 'i've only ever wanted a boy to write a song about me.'
and i've misplaced so many things, so many....
b? do you visit anymore? has everything been lost?
but time isn't linear! i'm starting to remember what has taken me so long to forget...
i am a cruel and unpredictable god
of course! how could i forget?! i am a cruel and unpredictable god!
and oh cp, what have we done? where have we gone to now?
and it always begins with 'i've only ever wanted a boy to write a song about me.'
and i've misplaced so many things, so many....
b? do you visit anymore? has everything been lost?
but time isn't linear! i'm starting to remember what has taken me so long to forget...