Curse my mind

[gabbyinsnfilly]

I guess I can post whatever I want in here these days since no one seems to pay attention to anything I say.
*sighs*
Am I bitter? Oh yes, that I will admit. I'm a bitter person, I forgive but I don't forget. I have been worn down to the point where I don't want to give second chances anymore. What happened to me? Why can't I just go back to the days

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Please don't curse your mind... it is one of the most beautiful ones I've seen

[loop_swoop_pull]

Curiousity did kill the cat, but fortunately for you, you are human, and curiousity is the main drive in all of our lives. It drives imagination, creativity, and the acquistion of truth. That's what will keep you a step ahead. That's what will make you stand out from the rest. But you always have to expect that others are not on the same page as you. You have to hold their hand for awhile, let them get used to your surroundings. You're no mother bird kicking your kids out of the nest. You're someone who wants to have something. But people can't read minds. Especially such an intricate one. Explainations. Hold their hands.

Of course someday you may meet someone who is exactly like you, and will know exactly what you're thinking at all times, and know exactly how to make you feel better, maybe more comfortable, more relaxed, but what are the odds of that? Communicate. Maybe take the first step. Tell people that you are discontent. Tell people how you feel. Don't hide behind smiles because it is so decieving.

Keep asking "what if" and "why" because that's what higher level education is about, but in life... on the road... away from home even, just let things... slide. Go with the urges sometimes. See where they will take you and ask questions later. Because if you ask the questions before you do anything, then you'll have anything to ask questions about. And after you're done doing what you do... accept it. That's what happened and you wanted it at one point. You got it. So just keep it going. Don't dwell on the past too long, but make sure to not forget it, because it keeps us from making mistakes again.

I hope you feel better Jessica, because you have found ways to make me feel better in times of deep depression. Keep your chin up and know that I'm always around when you need someone.

peace, love, and rock n' roll

-Greg