Tired of negativity
The longer I am here, the more I want to leave. I'm sick of the drama that constantly exsists here. It's always the same stupid stuff. I'm tired of it. Even a change in drama would be nice. Nobody is happy with anything anymore. I try to uplight myself and make the burden of negativity lift but almost nobody seems to be making the same effort. I'm sick of negative. I want to be positive. It seems impossible because everybody insists on a negative approach to life. It drives me up the wall when all people can look at is the negative side of life and then tell me not to be negative or angry or anything. Shut up. Honestly. If you want me to make a change in the way I think then you need to change yours. Guess what? I look for the positive side in everything. I do...but I find myself analyzing the negative because it seems to be the focus of everything. I don't understand why people can't liven up and just have a little fun. Whatever...people just don't understand that life isn't all some freakin tragedy all the time. And I also hate how everyone nitpicks on what is wrong with a person. Everyone has redeeming qualities...well...mostly everyone...why do we have to concentrate on the negative? When the negative overpower the positive...the yes...there is a reason for negativity. Might I quote Johnny Depp (not exactly but close enough)...
"...one good deed does not commend a life of evil deeds."
"...but it does seem enough to condemn him."
WHY!
I don't get it.
I am HAPPY with the way I am. I LIKE the way I look. I LIKE my personality. I LIKE the way I live my live. IN FACT I LOVE IT!
Guess what? I'm honest. If you don't like it...either get over it or find a new friend.
I'm sick of it all.
The few victories in my life seem so outweighed by each defeat.
I refuse to let that happen anymore.
You see I've gained a new strength through Jared. He's given me the idea that it's OKAY TO BE POSITIVE ABOUT LIFE!!! Thank God someone like him exsists.
Note: At some point or another...you choose your life. Circumstances beyond your control aren't fun...but sometimes you are in that circumstance because of some choice you made. Yes, you can't chose what your parents did...but you can make the decision to move on. SO MOVE ON ALREADY! And chose you life and be happy with it for goodness sake.
~Jess
"...one good deed does not commend a life of evil deeds."
"...but it does seem enough to condemn him."
WHY!
I don't get it.
I am HAPPY with the way I am. I LIKE the way I look. I LIKE my personality. I LIKE the way I live my live. IN FACT I LOVE IT!
Guess what? I'm honest. If you don't like it...either get over it or find a new friend.
I'm sick of it all.
The few victories in my life seem so outweighed by each defeat.
I refuse to let that happen anymore.
You see I've gained a new strength through Jared. He's given me the idea that it's OKAY TO BE POSITIVE ABOUT LIFE!!! Thank God someone like him exsists.
Note: At some point or another...you choose your life. Circumstances beyond your control aren't fun...but sometimes you are in that circumstance because of some choice you made. Yes, you can't chose what your parents did...but you can make the decision to move on. SO MOVE ON ALREADY! And chose you life and be happy with it for goodness sake.
~Jess