May 28, 2009 16:01
I hate dreams like this. They're awful. They're awful while I'm having them, and then I wake up and I'm relieved that it wasn't real, but then throughout that day I can't get it out of my head and it scares the shit out of me.
I know it was just a dream but...I can't even look at you the same way anymore. I feel so awkward around you, even though you don't even know.
And look at that, about a month ago I had another dream like this. It wasn't as bad--it was pretty pleasant, actually--but they just freak me out and make me paranoid.
I should start going to bed earlier.
:/
scared,
you,
confused,
dream