the perfect words
what are the perfect words to say? I'm at a total loss. I try to be casual--it works, sometimes--I try to help. I want to help. I want to be the one to make you change your mind or love yourself in the end or realize everything's gonna be alright and I care about you so much...
I just read what you wrote and I want to help, I want to make it all better, but I know I can't. I can apologize since I know something's my fault, as much as you deny it. No stop, it's my fault, really, it is my fault, IT'S MY FAULT.
I'm arguing with myself, just planning out the inevitable conversation, be it in real life or online. I hope it's the latter, I can keep my composure better that way and I can plan out my words, too.
I can say the perfect words, if only I knew what they were.
I care about you so much and I love you like a sibling, what's the point of sugar coating everything? I want to be brutally honest but I can't since I'll end up contradicting myself. And me being brutally honest will just end up me saying the same thing I would if I tried to be nicey nice.
Maybe I shouldn't say anything at all?
xox
gabbie
I just read what you wrote and I want to help, I want to make it all better, but I know I can't. I can apologize since I know something's my fault, as much as you deny it. No stop, it's my fault, really, it is my fault, IT'S MY FAULT.
I'm arguing with myself, just planning out the inevitable conversation, be it in real life or online. I hope it's the latter, I can keep my composure better that way and I can plan out my words, too.
I can say the perfect words, if only I knew what they were.
I care about you so much and I love you like a sibling, what's the point of sugar coating everything? I want to be brutally honest but I can't since I'll end up contradicting myself. And me being brutally honest will just end up me saying the same thing I would if I tried to be nicey nice.
Maybe I shouldn't say anything at all?
xox
gabbie