Jan 02, 2006 01:19
"I fall into a pit of darkness, wondering why I should get up"
Life proved to be utterly worthless to you, and you have yet to find a real reason to why we are all here. There is no bright future for neither you or the rest of mankind according to you. Sugarcoating is not your thing and you prefer the unmasked truth, even if it is horrible. That is what you are expecting anyway, being the true cynical that you are. When you meet people you try to find flaws and reasons to stay away from them, to justify your lonlieness. But it's not like you believe in friendships anyway, since human relations are always temporary.