Emotions
Someone I know talked about suicide, promises were made, and now everything is just worthless shit.
I have no right to complain about my life, Im well off finacially, Im well off academically, and to extents Im well off physically. Ive always been unattached from things called emotions but a bit more recently I actually broke through enough things in my mind to pull them out. Big surprise, they only made life that much worse. Now everything seems to be insanely out of control and horribly distorted and there isnt a thing that I can do about it.
Here is a little poem for all of you who even slightly give a damn about the writings of another worthless peice of shit called a human being.
I just want to dissappear,
I'm sickened and contorted in fear,
I suffer fate yet simply snear,
Why have I never been able to understand even a simple tear,
Why can't things just be simple and clear,
Just cut out my heart and return me to the past that is still near,
Gouge out all the eyes since I only can see the souls leer.
Pester me if you will, Im going to go back to my meaningless suffering and self dilussions.
Maybe Ill even find the guts to gift this world with one less human.
I have no right to complain about my life, Im well off finacially, Im well off academically, and to extents Im well off physically. Ive always been unattached from things called emotions but a bit more recently I actually broke through enough things in my mind to pull them out. Big surprise, they only made life that much worse. Now everything seems to be insanely out of control and horribly distorted and there isnt a thing that I can do about it.
Here is a little poem for all of you who even slightly give a damn about the writings of another worthless peice of shit called a human being.
I just want to dissappear,
I'm sickened and contorted in fear,
I suffer fate yet simply snear,
Why have I never been able to understand even a simple tear,
Why can't things just be simple and clear,
Just cut out my heart and return me to the past that is still near,
Gouge out all the eyes since I only can see the souls leer.
Pester me if you will, Im going to go back to my meaningless suffering and self dilussions.
Maybe Ill even find the guts to gift this world with one less human.