eleven;

[g_oggles]

[Private // Easily hackable]maybe that bastard was right when he

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Private to Matt// Unhackable

[denpagirl_saki]

You are not to blame for what Gin chose to do. He is the one who hurt broke L. You can't make this about yourself that would be selfish...and this is no time for self-pity.

The one who healed me...Megumi-san might be able to help him but she has to know where to find him first. Have you been able to locate him?

[ooc: She capable of hacking but she is actually reading his emotions.]

Private // Unhackable

[g_oggles]

self-pity? haha, i don't know, maybe i'm that miserable, i'm not sure

gin is probably sadistic enough to drop him off where i requested, at his house.

[ooc; Emotion-wise, he is a brooding pit of self-hate at the moment. :D;;;]

Private // Unhackable

[denpagirl_saki]

I know this hard. I hate to see others in pain especially those I hold dear to me. But you must realize that Gin and Aizen are far too powerful for a human being to handle. L didn't stand a chance against them and you wouldn't have lasted either.

Then let us hope the Puppet does as you requested. There are several healers in this strange world. One of them has to be capable of helping him.

[ooc: Saki is hoping to snap him out of the 'I failed mode' because she knows L will need him if he is to recover.]

Private // Unhackable

[g_oggles]

i don't know; i might have distracted gin, i might have caught his attention instead, i don't know, i don't know

i...hope so

[ooc; Good luck with that, Saki! XD;;]

Private // Unhackable

[denpagirl_saki]

It's too late to trade places with L now. What's done is done. All you can do now is be there for him. Trust me on this he is going to need someone to lean on. Esepcially since he seems to be operating at the level of a child.

You have to be the strong one now. Strong for him. Can you do that?

Private // Unhackable

[g_oggles]

i would have said yes but i don't know any more i don't deserve a second chance
i'll...try...again

Private // Unhackable

[denpagirl_saki]

Please you must dig deep inside yourself. The only way you are going to fail L is if you let yourself slip into the dark abyss of doubt. He needs you. You're the only one he actually remembers that should tell you something about how he feels about you. You can help him still by staying by his side and helping him to recover.

[ooc: He's got her pleading. She doesn't do that for just anyone. ^^]

Private // Unhackable

[g_oggles]

he isn't supposed to remember me he isn't-- i'm not supposed to be like this, i'm a tool, expendable, usable, not remembered, but he thinks i'm not, it'snotsupposedtobelikethis

...i'll try.

[ooc; Matt is too confused at the moment. DX]

Private // Unhackable

[denpagirl_saki]

Things are twisted in this place. I'm sorry that you have to be tested in such a way but I sense you have the strength to overcome this.

Please do.

[ooc; Aww, poor Matt. If she could she would give him a hug. ;.;]

Private // Unhackable

[g_oggles]

"twisted" haha, not just twisted, it's wrong. strength. i don't know. maybe, maybe not.

i...don't know...who are you?

[ooc; She would burn from the magnitutde of his ANGST XD]

Re: Private // Unhackable

[denpagirl_saki]

I'm Hanajima Saki, I would have introduced myself sooner but it didn't seem important considering the circumstances.

Batman asked me to engage Gin but his mind is a bit overwhelming for me. I had to pull away. Even I know my limits.

[ooc; heh, she's no stranger to angst. Fruits Basket is loaded with it. *lol* ]

Private // Unhackable

[g_oggles]

Hanajima Saki. japanese. haha, must be karma i end up meeting so many japanese people.

engage? the fucker'll mess up anyone's mind; i think he messed up mine, haha, he said i belong to him now, i don't know, i don't understand him

[ooc; good point! XD]