eleven;
[Private // Easily hackable]
maybe that bastard was right when he
said that i'd fall apart if he hit
the right spot
i can't...i heard his death once,
i lost mello, met him, failed him,
met l, failed him again, watch my failure walk around
hole in his stomachithurtstolooktothinkaboutitIDON'TKNOW
it wasn't meant to happen like this i was
supposed to die then and let itend just. like. that.
or i was the one supposed to be bleeding like that
and begging not to hurt him, NOT THIS WAYIT'SALLWRONG
haha, what should i do, mello?
youalways gave me orders, tell me,
i don't--it must be karma, huh?
is this for hating how we were raised to be his tools? his dogs?
is this for
[/private]
they say stray dogs
should be subject to euthanasia, haha
ithought i knew but not anymore
[ooc; A big long convoluted reasoning for his reaction if anyone is curious.]
maybe that bastard was right when he
said that i'd fall apart if he hit
the right spot
i can't...i heard his death once,
i lost mello, met him, failed him,
met l, failed him again, watch my failure walk around
hole in his stomachithurtstolooktothinkaboutitIDON'TKNOW
it wasn't meant to happen like this i was
supposed to die then and let itend just. like. that.
or i was the one supposed to be bleeding like that
and begging not to hurt him, NOT THIS WAYIT'SALLWRONG
haha, what should i do, mello?
youalways gave me orders, tell me,
i don't--it must be karma, huh?
is this for hating how we were raised to be his tools? his dogs?
is this for
[/private]
they say stray dogs
should be subject to euthanasia, haha
ithought i knew but not anymore
[ooc; A big long convoluted reasoning for his reaction if anyone is curious.]