May 12, 2002 12:27
It's Sunday morning and I actually feel pretty good. I've spent the past couple of days feeling very antisocial and a bit depressed. Funny enough, I didn't really feel sad, but rather, I was quite content wallowing in self-pity for a day or two.
I wonder if it's "normal" to go through periodic depressions? I'm not speaking of chronic depression or anxious episodes that leave one feeling like there's no end in sight to their hopelessness, but just the occasional mopey day. I'm also wondering if not getting sad about this is an effect of being jaded? Nah, it's probably just that this current depression isn't "important" enough to elicit sadness or despair.