May 10, 2005 10:22
I have no idea why I have this journal, things that are going on in my life, I prefer not to post on here. I can't exactly say why, maybe I've grown to know you too well, or not well enough, maybe I care what you all think now. Whatever it is, I don't feel comfortable talking about what's going on.
Although maybe this is just me, as an only child, I've always dealt with things myself, and as such, only really trust myself. I find it difficult, not impossible to believe that people are out to do good for me. The other day I went the cinema with a friend where she paid for the tickets, something so trivial to most, yet it meant so much to me.
I'm actually confused as to where this entry is going, maybe I want you all to buy me cinema tickets, heh. Maybe I'm actually making a valid post. I don't know, I'm just bouncing things about in my head that I need to have written down. Maybe I'll write more, I think getting this out of my head may help me clear my thoughts