fuck yeah!!!
I have a REAL PURPOSE. A BIG ONE. Thats why he wanted me to se the beautiful sky. Thats why when I was walking home I find a brand new 8.0 megapixel digital camera on the ground out side when I have trying to get the one I lost and found to work with no success. HOLY SHIT. I have a purpose. Thank you so much Jody. You dont even know how big of a part you played in this. Not only will I be able to save her and him, I know I am not alone in this world. I can save me. I can keep him from hating himself the way I did. Love keeps me from feeding my dark passenger. hate makes it stronger. I can stop his hate. I can close the wound. and doctor the scar. What I have been through is an alcoholic making it without a response. I can be his. Which also means I am njot going any where as far as death is concerned cuz I am going to need a lot of time to even BEGIN working with this kid. Thank you God. Thank you jody.