The days go on after the sun !

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Lately The days have been so long. I've been working my ass off just to pay the bills yet a lone have a few bucks to spare myself to go out and have a good time but now days...that's all changed ! I work late at night and I wake up in the morning. on another note I'm having some problems in my own head about this girl and my girlfriend.

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[anonymous]

I really think that some clarification and explaining should be done here. Tami, you’re my everything! The person who I love, the one I run to for everything, I get excited to tell you the smallest bit of irrelevant information, the person who makes me laugh, and makes my heart pound even when you’re laying sound asleep in bed… my best friend! Tami, I don’t have many close friends besides you… I kind of like it like that… I like to keep my social circle smaller then some but that’s just the way I work. When Chinda and I stopped talking and she stopped being a part of my life it wasn’t just that I lost a good buddy, but I lost the person who I learned to grow with… not only that, I felt like it was selfish of me to try to keep in touch with all of our mutual friends because she needed them in her life more then me. Lindsay, Tromy, and Sherica (well, you know that Sherica turned sours towards us all) are the first people that I’ve hung out with be sides you in a long time. Part of me was excited to met some individuals I could trust and feel comfortable around and who seemed to have their lives together and not just the kind of friends who hang out with me because they want something like leeches… and when I met Tromy I was also excited because she’s actually in school… at the U of MN… the same school as me… the same years as me… taken a lot of the some classes even... I don’t know anyone else like that right now. I think that Tromy is a cool person and all but I think she has some issues like we all do in some form. If I hang out with her (and you know that you are invited to do anything that I do 100% of the time no matter what!!!) it doesn’t mean that I must like her more then a friend or anything like that (honest to God I don’t feel anything like that towards anyone but you)! In no way shape or form would I ever even consider stepping over that friendship line with her… ever (and that’s regardless of various situations)!!!!!!!! I think she’s a good person and I enjoy her company but that’s it… nothing more now or ever! I’ve found my baby and she’s you! Even when you tell me I’m on fire, are confused about lamas, fall asleep in mid-sentence, and try to hide chew in your pants lol… you’re still my babe! I know Tromy bothers you and you bother her… yet you like her and she likes you. If it bothers you so much that you can’t take it I’d stop talking to her… simple (but doesn’t mean that she wouldn’t be around because she and Lindsay are tight too and we all have a very similar acquaintance circle going on.. this world is SO small). Well babe, I have to go to physiology lecture and lab so I know how to blow up blood cells and what not… and then its good old psychopharmachology woo hoo. I’m sorry that this situation has stressed you out and everything and thanks for the past couple of days… I love having you near me no matter what we do! See you tonight for the game-
LOVE YA!!!
jess